Με πολλήν προσοχήν πρέπει να περνούμεν τας ημέρας μας. ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθειτης )

Με πολλήν προσοχήν πρέπει να περνούμεν τας ημέρας μας. Ο διάβολος είναι πολύ πονηρός και καιροφυλακτεί να μας παγιδεύση εν καιρώ πνευματικού νυσταγμού και να μας κάμνη υπευθύνους ενώπιον του Θεού και της συνειδήσεως. 
Είθε ο Θεός να τον καταργήση, ώστε να μην ημπορή να μας κάμνη κακόν, αλλά ως δίκαιος, δεν δύναται να σηκώση το αυτεξούσιον του ανθρώπου, και ούτω προαιρετικώς υπακούομεν, εγώ πρώτος, εις τας πονηράς υποβολάς του διαβόλου και αμαρτάνομεν.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθειτης 

Τake care of your soul, my child. ( Elder Ephraim of Arizona )

Τake care of your soul, my child. Read the Fathers; pray with the beloved little prayer, which will fortify the foundation of your soul. Meditate on death, which is something that will most definitely come to us. Ah, death! The cup of death is extremely bitter for the soul when it powerfully separates the soul from the body. How much regret we shall feel then for everything we have done out of carelessness and laziness! Our conscience will torment us as a foretaste of hell. So why should we let the pleasure of sin defeat us, for which we shall pay with much pain and no cure? Man, with a dual nature, the elect and unique creation of God, is born on this planet, the earth, and gradually he dies physically some day, completely incapable of keeping himself alive. Conceit blows him up like a balloon, only to die because of just one illness. He has no power over himself. Without realizing it, he is governed by another’s will and command, while he is led away involuntarily, completely helpless to resist. What are you, O man, that you boast and brag, imagining outrageous things about yourself? Behold, an invisible microbe attacks you, and at once you feel ill, fall sick, and go to your grave. O conceited mortal, you see that death is coming and that you will depart to an unknown land and yield to it with no ability to object. Are you able to refuse, to resist, to escape what is going to happen to you at that fearsome hour? Not at all! Total helplessness. Then why do you boast, O man of clay, you helpless, wretched, useless one? What do you own that God has not given you? Can’t He take it from you whenever He wants? Yes. Then bend your neck, humble yourself, and thus you will be saved.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

«Μετά τον Γ΄ Παγκόσμιο Πόλεμο, θα βασιλέψει 33 χρόνια ο Βασιλεύς Ιωάννης στην Πόλη και ύστερα... θα έρθει ο Αντίχριστος»!!! ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Αριζόνας: )

 

Τον Γέροντα Εφραίμ της Αριζόνας, εκεί πέρα στην Αμερική, τον μάθαμε μέσα από πολλά προφητικά και άλλα θαυμαστά που είπε. Αυτός ο ΕΛΛΗΝΟΡΘΟΔΟΞΟΣ Γέροντας που ζει μέσα σε μια χώρα που ’ναι Εχθρική προς την Ορθοδοξία και την Ελλάδα και που ’ναι κυριαρχημένη από τον Διάβολο, με χιλιάδες αιρέσεις, αντίχριστα ρεύματα και σατανισμό, είναι φυσικά ένας Ήρωας!

Το πιο χαρακτηριστικό πράγμα, που αποδεικνύει και την Ηρωικότητά του, είναι που ζει και δράει μέσα στην καρδιά της Αριζόνας, δηλ. ΣΤΟ ΚΕΝΤΡΟ ΠΟΥ ΛΕΙΤΟΥΡΓΟΥΝΕ ΟΙ ΜΟΡΜΟΝΟΙ, στην βάση δηλ. των Μορμόνων όλου του κόσμου!!! Και να μην πω εδώ πέρα, γιατί τα ξέρουμε πολύ καλά, τι είναι οι Μορμόνοι και τι φανατικοί είναι, με τι ύπουλα κόλπα που κάνουνε κτλ. κτλ.

Αυτά δεν χρειάζονται καν να τα πω. Θέλω μόνο να δείξω τι Ατσαλένιος Άνθρωπος του Θεούλη είναι αυτός ο Εφραίμ, που ζει εκεί πέρα στην έρημο της Αριζόνας με τα φίδια και μπορεί και κάνει τέτοια δράση για την Χριστιανοσύνη και για την πραγματική Εκκλησία του Χριστού...

Αλλά ακόμα ο Εφραίμ της Αριζόνας είναι πασίγνωστος στους πάντες και στα πάντα και για τις προφητείες του. Που τις έχουνε θαυμάσει εκατομμύρια εκατομμυρίων πιστοί σ’ ολόκληρο τον κόσμο! Γι’ αυτό το όνομά του είναι γραμμένο ήδη στους σύγχρονους καταπληκτικούς προφήτες, που αυτά που λένε μετά βγαίνουνε. Ένας ΣΥΓΧΡΟΝΟΣ ΑΓΙΟΣ του Θεού δηλ., αυτό είναι ο Γέροντας Εφραίμ της Αριζόνας!... Τώρα να πάμε να δούμε κάτι φοβερά πράγματα που προείδε ο Γέροντας Εφραίμ με την Φώτιση του Θεού και που είναι για τους Μέλλοντες Καιρούς που θα ζήσουμε στα επόμενα χρόνια...

Για κοιτάχτε λοιπόν τι κάθισε και είπε ο Γέροντας Εφραίμ της Αριζόνας! Τα είπε ΤΑ ΠΑΝΤΑ ΟΛΑ!!! Για Γ΄ Παγκόσμιο πόλεμο και για Λευτεριά της Κωνσταντινούπολης! Για κοιμισμένο Βασιλιά Ιωάννη που θα ξυπνήσει και για 33 χρόνια ευημερίας που θα ’ρθουνε! Για πλήρη αποστασία των ανθρώπων και για τον Αντίχριστο!!!

Είναι να σου σηκώνονται οι τρίχες, όταν κάθεσαι και ακούς αυτά τα φοβερά, τα θαυμαστά και τα προφητικά... Να λες «Κύριε ελέησον», μα και να δοξάζεις τον Θεό και την Παναγία για την ΜΕΓΑΛΗ ΤΙΜΗ που μας κάνανε και είμαστε, Εμείς οι Έλληνες, Ο ΕΚΛΕΚΤΟΣ ΛΑΟΣ ΤΟΥ ΚΥΡΙΟΥ!!! Που θα δοξαστούμε δηλ. στα επόμενα χρόνια, που ’ναι και το δίκαιο φυσικά με όλα αυτά που ’χουμε τραβήξει από ΟΛΟΥΣ αυτούς που ’ναι Εχθροί ΜΑΣ και που μας ζηλεύουνε και θέλουνε να αρπάξουνε την Πατρίδα ΜΑΣ και να μας... εξοντώσουνε (με αεροψεκασμούς, με ληγμένα φαγητά, με ψυχοπαθητικά φάρμακα και άλλα τέτοια δαιμονικά...) σαν να ’μαστε ΕΝΤΟΜΑ!!! Νάτα αυτά τα ΦΟΒΕΡΑ-ΤΡΟΜΕΡΑ που είπε ο Εφραίμ της Αριζόνας:

«Αναμένουμε κατά την Αποκάλυψη του Ιωάννη και κατά τας προφητείας των Αγίων τον Αντίχριστο!!! Τον περιμένουμε... Ο Αντίχριστος θα κάνει τεστ στους ανθρώπους κατά πόσον πιστεύουν στον Χριστό... Ορισμένοι λένε ότι ο Αντίχριστος εγεννήθηκε και έχει τώρα μια ορισμένη ηλικία. Άλλοι λένε όχι. Το «όχι» είναι το πιο επικρατέστερο και το πιο αληθές, διότι όταν μέλλει να έρθει ο Αντίχριστος η ανθρωπότητα ΠΡΕΠΕΙ ΝΑ ΒΡΙΣΚΕΤΑΙ ΣΤΗΝ ΠΙΟ ΧΕΙΡΟΤΕΡΗ ΚΑΤΑΣΤΑΣΗ! Τότε θα έρθει αυτός ως «Σωτήρας»... Ως ο «Μεσσίας»... Και θα πλανέψει τους ανθρώπους να τον ακολουθήσουν...

Τώρα να έχει γεννηθεί; Η ίδια η ανθρώπινη κατάσταση δεν το προβλέπει... Διότι οι άνθρωποι τώρα πάνω στην Γη έχουν όλα τα καλά. ΔΕΝ έχουν ανάγκη από την προσφορά του Αντίχριστου! Τι να μας δώσει για να τον πιστέψουμε; Δεν τον έχουμε ανάγκη... Ακόμα δεν έτυχαν εφαρμογής και υλοποιήσεως όλες οι προφητείες των Αγίων!

Όταν θα πάρουμε την Κωνσταντινούπολη, θα περάσουν 33 χρόνια ευημερίας και μετά θα ξεκινήση η πλήρης αποστασία των ανθρώπων και... θα κυβερνήση ο Αντίχριστος! Δεν είναι ακόμα η εποχή της κυβερνήσεως του Αντίχριστου, διότι υπάρχουν ακόμα προφητείες που δεν έχουν συμβεί, όπως είναι η κυβέρνηση της 33χρονης βασιλείας του κοιμώμενου Βασιλιά Ιωάννη μετά από τον 3ο Παγκόσμιο πόλεμο, καθώς και το πάρσιμο της Κωνσταντινούπολης από τους Έλληνες»...

Αυτά τα παραπάνω ΚΑΤΑΠΛΗΚΤΙΚΑ και ΣΥΓΚΛΟΝΙΣΤΙΚΑ είπε, ανάμεσα σε πολλά-πολλά άλλα το ίδιο ΦΟΒΕΡΑ-ΤΡΟΜΕΡΑ ο Εφραίμ της Αριζόνας, ο Γέροντας! Και φυσικά πρέπει να καθίσουμε τώρα να τα βάλουμε σε μια σειρά, για να δούμε τι εννοεί αυτός ο Άγιος του Χριστούλη με τα παραπάνω που είπε. Να τα δούμε σε σχέση μαζί με άλλες προφητείες που ξέρουμε κτλ., αλλά και σε σχέση με αυτά τα «περίεργα» που ζούμε στην εποχή μας, με την Κρίση και όλα αυτά, μπας και καταλάβουμε τι θέλει να μας πει. Ας προσπαθήσω εγώ να κάνω μία τέτοια ερμηνεία στις παρακάτω γραμμές.

Λέει ο Γέροντας για τον Αντίχριστο, για το άμα γεννήθηκε και πότε θα ’ρθει κτλ. Και κρίνει πως με αυτά που ’χουνε οι ανθρώποι αυτή την στιγμή πάνω στην Γη μας ΔΕΝ θα μπορέσει να μας ξεγελάσει ο σατανικός Αντίχριστος και να μας πάρει τις ψυχές ΜΑΣ! Γιατί πολύ-πολύ απλά, με την απλούστερη λογική, ΔΕΝ τον έχουμε ΤΩΡΑ (ξαναλέεω: ΤΩΡΑ!) καμμιά απολύτως ανάγκη! Αν δηλ. ερχότανε τώρα (είπαμε: ΤΩΡΑ!) για να μας κοροϊδέψει απλούστατα ΔΕΝ θα τον πιστεύαμε! Ίσα-ίσα που θα μπορεί, άμα μας έλεγε τις σαχλαμάρες του, να τον... «δουλεύαμε» κι από απάνω (!) και να τον ΚΑΡΠΑΖΩΝΑΜΕ, λέγοντάς τον ΓΡΑΦΙΚΟ, ΤΡΕΛΛΟ και άλλα τέτοια!!!

Δηλ. πώς βλέπουμε κάποιους τρελλούς τύπους καμμιά φορά κάτω στον δρόμο, που άλλος φωνάζει και βρίζει δυνατά, άλλος κουβαλάει κάτι μπιχλιμπίδια και άλλα κουφά, άλλος πάλι είναι σαν... «τσούτσελο» (!!!) με κάτι μαλλιά και αξύριστος κτλ.;;; Ε, ΕΤΣΙ ΑΚΡΙΒΩΣ θα τον αντιμετωπίζαμε τώρα (το ξαναγράφω ρε συ: ΤΩΡΑ!!!) αυτόνα τον Αντίχριστο, άμα ερχότανε να μας πάρει τις ψυχές ΜΑΣ!... Δηλ. θα τον είχαμε για ΤΡΕΛΛΟΚΟΜΕΙΟ και δεν θ’ ασχολούμασταν καν μαζί του.
Όμως ο Σατανάς ΞΕΡΕΙ ΤΙ ΚΑΝΕΙ! Δεν τον φέρνει λοιπόν ΤΩΡΑ τον Αντίχριστο, αλλά... πρώτα θα μας καταστρέψει ΤΕΛΕΙΩΤΙΚΑ τις ψυχές μας, θα μας κουράσει, θα μας κάνει να αηδιάσουμε κτλ. και μετά θα μας τον κουβαλήσει αυτόνα τον παλιοβρομιάρη!

Δηλ. τι θα κάνει ο Σεϊτάν; Θα βαρέσει την Ανθρωπότητα ΕΚΕΙ ΠΟΥ Ο ΚΑΘΕΝΑΣ ΠΟΝΑΕΙ! Π.χ. στον χοντρό που βαράει στην καθισιά 10 χάμπουργκερ και χτυπάει και 5-6 μπυρόνια θα του τα στερήσει όλα αυτά ΞΑΦΝΙΚΑ και ΜΟΝΟΚΟΜΑΤΑ (εκεί δηλ. που δεν το περιμένει) και μετά... θα τον αφήσει στο έλεος του Αντίχριστου! Τι θα του πει ο Αντίχριστος; Θα του πει: «Θα σου τα δώκω πίσω αυτά που έχασες, αλλά με τον όρο ΝΑ ΜΕ ΠΡΟΣΚΥΝΗΣΕΙΣ»!!! Έτσι θα πάρει τις ψυχές των ανθρώπων ο Σατανάς!...

Τώρα, για την Κωνσταντινούπολη. Ο Εφραίμ το ’πε το ίδιο πεντακάθαρα: ΘΑ ΤΗΝ ΠΑΡΟΥΜΕ ΠΙΣΩ ΤΗΝ ΚΩΝΣΤΑΝΤΙΝΟΥΠΟΛΗ! Και αυτό το προσδιορίζει για μετά ακριβώς από τον Γ΄ παγκόσμιο πόλεμο που θα γίνει. Τώρα, άμα σκεφτούμε πως αυτός ο πόλεμος μάλλον δεν είναι καθόλου μακριά μας, τότε... ΕΡΧΕΤΑΙ ΚΑΙ Η ΜΕΓΑΛΗ ΣΤΙΓΜΗ ΤΟΥ ΕΛΛΗΝΙΣΜΟΥ: δηλ. η Απελευθέρωση των Σκλάβων Πατρίδων ΜΑΣ και η κήρυξη της Κωνσταντινούπολης σε ΠΡΩΤΕΥΟΥΣΑ ΤΗΣ ΕΛΛΑΔΑΣ!!! Τότε θα αρχίσει η Βασιλεία του Ιωάννη (του Βατάτζη μήπως; τι εννοεί εδώ πέρα;;;), που θα ’ναι μέχρι και τότε κοιμισμένος (σε λήθαργο), γιατί ξέρουμε από την Παράδοσή ΜΑΣ πολύ καλά πως αυτός μαρμάρωσε κάποτε, μα θ’ αναστηθεί σαν έρθει η ώρα η ΚΑΛΗ κτλ. κτλ.

Μετά από όλα αυτά, το πάρσιμο της Πόλης από ΕΜΑΣ τους Έλληνες, την Βασιλεία του μυστηριώδους αυτού Ιωάννη για 33 χρόνια κτλ., θα έχει σαπίσει ΤΕΛΕΙΩΣ η ανθρωπότητα, δηλ. θα έχει προχωρήσει ΠΑΡΑ ΠΟΛΥ η αποστασία των ανθρώπων απ’ το Καλό κι απ’ τον Θεό!... Και τότε... θα φανεί ο Αντίχριστος! Φυσικά θα ’χουνε εκπληρωθεί ως τότε και όλες οι άλλες προφητείες των Αγίων μας και θα έρθει αυτός ο ΤΡΙΣΚΑΤΑΡΑΤΟΣ να μας βάλει τα δυο πόδια σ’ ένα παπούτσι...

Κι άμα κρίνω από την βλακεία του κόσμου που πάντα δυστυχώς πιστεύει σε Ψευτομεσσίες... βγάζω το συμπέρασμα το πικρό ότι ΘΑ ΤΟΝ ΠΙΣΤΕΨΟΥΝΕ ΤΟΝ ΑΝΤΙΧΡΙΣΤΟ (τα χαϊβάνια!!!) για «αληθινό» τάχα «Σωτήρα»! Αλλά... ΕΜΕΙΣ που έχουμε άλλες αξίες (Σταυρό-Πατρίδα) είμαστε έτοιμοι ΓΙΑ ΟΛΑ: για την Λευτεριά της Κωνσταντινούπολης και για την έλευση του Αντίχριστου! Όταν έχεις μέσα σου Ελλάδα-Χριστό ΤΙΠΟΤΑ δεν σε φοβερίζει!

Ο σατανάς της ευχής είναι η ακηδεία, ο σατανάς του σατανά είναι ο πόθος της ευχής ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθειτης )

Ο σατανάς της ευχής είναι η ακηδεία, ο σατανάς του σατανά είναι ο πόθος της ευχής, η ζέσις της καρδίας. «Τω πνεύματι ζέοντες» (Ρωμ.12,11 ). Αυτή η ζέσις τραβά και κρατεί την χάριν εις τον ευχόμενον και γίνεται εις αυτόν φως και χαρά και παραμυθία ανεκδιήγητος, εις δε τους δαίμονας πυρ και πικτία και καταδίωξις. Αυτή η χάρις όταν έλθη περιμαζεύει τον νουν από την περιπλάνησιν και τον γλυκαίνει εις την ενθύμησιν του Θεού, ιατρεύοντάς τον από όλους τους πονηρούς και ακαθάρτους λογισμούς.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθειτης

Since Christ is the light of the world, those who do not see Him, who do not believe in Him, are all most certainly blind. ( Elder Ephraim of Arizona )

Since Christ is the light of the world, those who do not see Him, who do not believe in Him, are all most certainly blind. Conversely, all who strive to practice the commandments of Christ walk in the light; they confess Christ and venerate and worship Him as God. 

Whoever confesses Christ and regards Him as his Lord and God is strengthened by the power of the invocation of His name to do His will. But if he is not strengthened, it is evident that he confesses Christ only with his mouth, while in his heart he is far from Him.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Μαρμαρωμένος Βασιλιάς Άγιος Ιωάννης Βατάτζης - Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

A NOVICE OF HER OWN SON

On Gerontissa Theophano, the mother of Archimandrite Ephraim of Philotheou

The Monastery of the Archangel Michael on the Greek island of Thassos is a podvoriye of Philotheou Monastery on Mt. Athos. Gerontissa Theophano, the mother of Elder Ephraim of Philotheou and Arizona, spent the final years of her life there and departed to the Lord on February 27, 1986. The gerontissa of the monastery, Abbess Ephraima, blessed us to record stories of Gerontissa Theophano, as well as recollections about her from sisters of the monastery.

In the Monastery of Archangel Michael and generally in Elder Ephraim’s spiritual family everyone calls Gerontissa Theophano “Grandma.” “Grandpa” is Elder Joseph the Hesychast, the spiritual father of Archimandrite Ephraim, and “Grandma”—Gerontissa Theophano. About how this common woman, spending the large part of her life in the world and having raised three sons, one of whom became an Athonite abbot and great elder, ascended to such spiritual heights, we will try to speak in this article.

We hope that the example of this Orthodox Christian, having combined within herself the virtues of motherhood and monasticism, would inspire our God-loving readers, both laity and nuns, to try to imitate her measure of strength in podvigs and prayerful labor. We also hope that readers of this article will come to love Mother Theophano, and begin to turn to her for prayerful help and beseech her intercession and teaching, undoubtingly believing that she has found boldness before the Lord God, Whom she so loved and Whom she sincerely served with her whole heart until her final breath.


Gerontissas Theophano (left), and Macrina

Person of prayer

Gerontissa Theophano (in the world Victoria Moraitis) had true maternal love for people. Her character was strict, but with love. She was severe first with herself and only then with others, with those whose souls were given to her to care for by the Lord, for her children and the young novices. Gerontissa was a person of prayer, and moreover was quite merciful and gracious, despite her severity.

She was always a faithful woman, regularly going to church, but in early childhood she lived without any special podvigs and had no elder who could direct her in the spiritual life. She loved to visit new places and go on various trips. But after a fire in her house, and after a miracle associated with this fire, she turned to Christ with her whole heart. Soon afterwards the Lord sent her a spiritual father.

“All together we’re not worth one Victoria”

As is known from Elder Ephraim’s book My Elder Joseph the Hesychast, Fr. Ephraim (Karaiannis), a disciple of Elder Joseph who had left the Holy Mountain and settled in the city of Volos, became her family’s spiritual father. He became the spiritual father of the community of which Victoria and her friends were members. Some of them got married and others chose the monastic path in life. Victoria stood out among them; she was so modest and God-loving, and had such a gift of prayer, vigil, and philanthropic works that her spiritual father Elder Ephraim said of her: “All together we’re not worth one Victoria.”

Podvig in the world

Victoria’s husband, Dmitry Moraitis, was also a believer. He went to church but didn’t have the same zeal for God that his wife had. However, he never put up any obstacles in her spiritual life and podvigs. For example, Victoria constantly labored in fasting, both during and outside the Church fasts. Preparing to receive the Holy Mysteries of Christ, she, according to pious Greek tradition, kept the so-called “triimeron”—a complete three-day fast, eating absolutely nothing for three days. At the same time she had to do all of the necessary housework, and raise her children. After three full days of abstention she communed of the Holy Mysteries of Christ and would eat a little food that day, to begin again the next day preparing for Communion, and, accordingly, to begin a new three-day fast.

At night she often awoke and arose to pray, locking herself in the kitchen. She prayed on bended knee, with tears and many prostrations. Her son John, the future Elder Ephraim, would say to her: “Mama, when you finish praying, wake me up and we’ll pray a little together.” Thus, from childhood, thanks to his mother, he loved nighttime prayer. When he was small it was hard for him to pray for a long time, but he tried to arise and pray at least a little bit, as much as he was able.

As I already said, Gerontissa Theophano’s husband allowed her everything connected with fasting and the spiritual life, but himself did not seek to emulate her in her podvigs. He was a so-called “moderate Christian.” He had his own work—a small carpenter’s workshop, where he worked with his sons, from an early age teaching them his craft and dreaming of leaving them his workshop as an inheritance. In the end this work was inherited by Elder Ephraim’s older brother Nicholas. He works there to this day, now together with his sons and grandsons.

In wartime



Elder Ephraim's family

Dmitry and Victoria had four children. First they had a daughter, Elena, born in 1924. Victoria was an orphan, and before marriage she had to clean the neighbors’ houses to feed herself. So from eleven years old she was out in society. One of the women she worked for was especially kind to her, took care of her, and even helped her get married. When Victoria had a daughter, she named her after this woman, Elena. Elenitsa, as they called her at home, died in early childhood. Then three sons were born to Victoria: Nicholas (1926), John (the future Elder Ephraim, 1928) and Christos (1930).

During the Second World War Greece was occupied. A famine began in Volos and other cities. They had to collect and gather grass to survive. Additionally, the peaceful inhabitants were constantly in danger from the occupiers, but Victoria’s prayer saved her family and children in these difficult years. More than once the future elder and his brothers avoided death literally by a miracle.

In these years, to help his parents somehow feed the family, John and his brothers would haggle for every little thing at the city market: bagels, quinine, buttons, matches… One of these days, when John and Nicholas had just gone off to trade, the market was surrounded by Germans who seized everyone there, saying that everyone would be immediately shot. Just a few minutes before, Nicholas had briefly left the market for some necessity, and therefore he wasn’t captured, but John was among those whom the Germans took to be shot.

At that last moment the residents convinced the Germans to release at least the women and children. John was about fifteen years old, but he was short and thin from hunger and of weak health, looking younger than his age. In Greece in those years the young boys wore short pants, like shorts, in winter or summer. The elder was a head shorter than the boys his age and at fifteen still wore these short pants. In those years clothes were generally worn for a long time, literally to tatters. It saved him: thanks to his children’s clothes, small stature and thinness he passed for a child, and at the last moment they released him together with the women and other children, and the Germans shot all the boys and men that day.

Another time at the same market the soldiers captured and beat the elder’s older brother Nicholas half to death, for no reason.

They often saw people hanged in those days. In those years they lived in an atmosphere of constant fear and terror. Only faith and prayer supported Victoria and her family. When the bombing began, all their neighbors fled to the bomb shelter or hid in basements, but Victoria stood on her knees before her icons and prayed. So strong was her faith.

Notice from the Lord

From the very beginning Victoria knew that one of her children would become a monk. She received two notices from the Lord about it. Here’s the story about how I learned about these notifications. When I spoke with Gerontissa Ephraimia and the sisters of the Monastery of the Archangel Michael they couldn’t exactly remember what kind of notice it was.

Then Gerontissa Ephraimia concluded: “There is only one way to find out how it was: we have to talk with someone that Gerontissa Theophano personally told about this event, with some person who knew her well in her lifetime.” Then I mentally asked Gerontissa Theophano and Elder Ephraim to send me such a person, because I didn’t want to write something not corresponding to truth.

On the last day of my stay in Greece, when I was at one of the elder’s monasteries, the Monastery of the Ascension of the Lord in the village of Proti in the district of Serros, a group of pilgrims from the city of Volos came there—the birthplace of the elder and Mother Theophano. Among the pilgrims was Elena Ksenia; learning that I came from Arizona, she spoke with me and said she had been a spiritual child of Elder Ephraim since she was twelve (she is now sixty-five). Immediately after that she began to tell me, of her own initiative, the story of this vision, for which my own narration would not be good enough. I recorded the story in her words:

“Gerontissa Theophano, whom I met in Portaria, once told my mother about how the Lord had sent her two signs about Elder Ephraim. They were like visions between dreams and reality. The first time she saw three crowns flying to heaven. Two of them were laurel crowns, and one was golden and this crown flew in the direction of the Holy Mountain. She was pregnant then and didn’t know then how many children she would still have.

When her third child was born, the future Elder Ephraim, in the first forty days after birth, one day, also between sleep and waking, she heard a voice: ‘Victoria, come forth, look at your son, an elder, who came from the Holy Mountain.’ She thought in amazement: ‘How can it be? I just bore this child! When did he manage to become a monk?’ But still she went outside and saw the elder: her newborn child a few days from birth, but in the form and image of a hieromonk, in full abbatial vestments, decorated with flowers and gold.”

“Not halfway, but completely and exactly as demanded”

Elder Ephraim in youth

Knowing that John should become a monk, Victoria was especially exacting towards him. But she was a loving, albeit strict mother. The elder’s brother Nicholas notes that she always demanded that the children precisely carry out her instructions: “Not halfway, but completely and exactly as demanded.”

In 1947, Elder Ephraim left for Athos. His father didn’t want to let him leave the house and didn’t bless him to become a monk: he needed a helper at the carpentry workshop, where there was always a lot of work. Then John’s mother helped him secretly leave. She went against her husband’s will in this case, because she knew that the will of God was that her son become a monk.

When John turned nineteen and the family’s confessor, Fr. Ephraim, blessed him to go to Athos, his mother helped her son prepare in secret everything he needed for the trip. His father, knowing his son’s strong desire to leave for Athos, strictly controlled him and required him to be report in on where he was and when he would return. At that time there were catechism courses at their parish, something like a school for youth, which John regularly visited. His father didn’t allow him to go to these lessons, which his spiritual father, Fr. Ephraim, held. On the day he left for Athos his mother advised him to write a note to his father that he had gone to the catechism class and would return later. In his talks the elder would say that even this corresponded to reality: for how many catechetical lessons did he have to endure on Athos in the beginning?

John left a note, grabbed the things he had prepared and headed on foot for the port, to the pier to get on the boat to Athos. His father, returning from work, asked Victoria where their son was. She showed him the note and, having read it, he calmed down. However, later, when the hour had passed when John usually returned from the lessons, his father got worked up and began to interrogate his wife. In the end she was obliged to reveal the whole truth. Then his father, angrily shot back: “This will not be,” grabbed a bike and dashed for the pier, hoping to catch up with his son and bring him back home. Along the way he fell off the bike and hurt himself pretty badly, such that he was in no condition to continue his pursuit. He had to return home with nothing. In his conversations the elder concluded that, obviously, it was the will of God that he got on the boat that day and sailed for Mt. Athos.

Accepting the monastic tonsure

He wrote his mother just one letter from Athos, in which he wrote: “Here, mama, we don’t wash ourselves with water. We wash ourselves with tears.” Then there was no news from him for many years. As we know, the first time the elder left Mt. Athos, according to the last will of Elder Joseph, after his death, was to visit his hometown of Volos, and take upon himself the spiritual direction of the sisterhood which at that time lived in one house in the village of Stagiares in the Pelion region. It was then that he met his mother again, and, as we know, she didn’t even recognize him—so much had the elder changed over the years, spent in ascetic labors.

In 1962, with the blessing of Elder Ephraim, the sisterhood from Volos bought a small plot in the village of Portaria on the mountain in Upper Volos to build a monastery there. There was no monastery there before that. The miraculous icon of the Mother of God which had been in the house in Stagiares before that was immediately transferred here.

After transferring the icon to the new place they began to work on building repairs, and the beautification of the territory, and in 1963 the sisterhood relocated to Portaria. Soon Elder Ephraim celebrated the first tonsure in the newly-constructed monastery—over his own mother Victoria, who was named in tonsure Theophano, and her friend who was named Matrona. Elder Ephraim named his mother in honor of the blessed queen Theophano († 893/894), the wife of Leo the Wise. The elder greatly reveres her and therefore named his mother in her honor, and after her many of the elder’s abbesses and nuns also received this name.

The first and best novice

After her tonsure, Gerontissa Theophano did not stay in Portaria, but returned home for some time. By this time her husband, Elder Ephraim’s father, had already died, but her youngest son, Christos, was not yet married. Gerontissa lived at home with her youngest son until he got married, and then finally relocated to Portaria, to the monastery.

Soon after the tonsure of his mother, Elder Ephraim tonsured Maria who he named Macrina—she became the abbess of the monastery in Portaria. Gerontissa Theophano was her sponsor in the tonsure, and therefore Matushka Macrina considered her her gerontissa and spiritual mother. For many years in Portaria they shared one cell and continued in joint prayerful podvigs, as they had done in the world, in Victoria’s home, locking themselves at night in the kitchen, to spend hours kneeling in collective prayer. They were great women of prayer. The locals bear witness: they saw how two pillars of fire would rise from the monastery at night to Heaven—the prayers of Gerontissas Theophano and Macrina.

Thus Gerontissa Theophano became the first and best novice of her own son. As the nuns say, she had true obedience and unceasing prayer, and therefore she had a lot of temptations.

Gerontissa was always the first to church

Gerontissa Theophano lived in Portaria until 1983. By that time her health had worsened, and the climate in Portaria did not suit her. Then, because of her sickness, Elder Ephraim decided to transfer her to the newly-opened Monastery of the Archangel Michael on the island of Thassos.

 
The Monastery of the Archangel Michael

During the final period of Gerontissa Theophano’s life in the monastery on Thassos, the sisters said that she was always the first to church. She always stood during the services, never sitting anywhere. In Greek churches, in addition to stasidi along the wall, usually there are rows of chairs, usually in the back but sometimes in the front of the church, and the faithful periodically sit down to rest, because services in monasteries are very long.

Gerontissa Theophano always prayed standing with her prayer rope, never letting go of her prayer rope. Because of her unceasing prayer she endured much from demons who heard and saw firsthand. She told the sisters that only had she just entered her cell to rest before the night services, and lied down upon her bed, when demons came to her, not allowing her to sleep. They called her: “Hey, old woman! old woman!” and pulled her from every side, tossing her blanket, and she saw them. Once they pestered her so much that she absolutely could not fall asleep in the evening. They finally left her not long before the beginning of the service, and matushka dozed off. Then came the pounding on the semantron, gathering the sisters for the service. Seeing that she hadn’t come to the church, Sister Isidora went to her cell to wake her. She began to knock on the door of her cell, and Matushka Theophano thought it was the demons again harassing her, and answered from behind the door: “Go away, stop hitting me!” Later she said the devil beat her all night, not letting her sleep.

The final test

When gerontissa turned 92 (Decemebr 20, 1983) she had a stroke and became paralyzed. Until the very last day before her illness she independently took care of herself and helped in the kitchen, making food for the sisters and teaching them how to make prosphora and various other household things. She was a great homemaker, and whatever she undertook turned out well. Moreover, she was very hard-working, never stopping for rest, all the time either praying or working.

The first Lent after her stroke everyone thought she would die. Elder Ephraim came to Thassos from the Holy Mountain and spent forty days—the whole of Great Lent—with his mother. He saw a great number of demons all around her, who gave her soul no rest. He began to fervently pray and beseech the Lord to deliver his mama from the demonic powers. By his prayers, Gerontissa received relief from her illness, came to and remained lucid until her blessed repose which occurred two years later. In one of his recorded talks, Elder Ephraim talks about his mother’s blessed repose.

Elder Ephraim’s story about the blessed repose of Gerontissa Theophano

Elder Ephraim at the grave of his mother

“The climate on the island of Thassos suited her better than in Portaria, so I moved her there. She gradually drew near to the end of her life. Two years before her death, at the age of 92, she was paralyzed. From that time she didn’t completely raise herself from her bed. But, glory to God, as the Gospel says: And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life (Mt. 19:29).

This is what happened with my mother: during her illness she was surrounded by caring daughters—the sisters of the monastery who took care of her with great zeal. And where in the world will you find such love now?! Her nurse, one of the sisters of the monastery, so loved my mother that there are no words! She was so nice, so kind, and even slept together with her, head to head…

When a crisis came during my mama’ illness, something happened which happens very rarely, but when it happens it’s only with spiritual people for the sake of testing them and for gaining experience. It happened one night. Mama was as if dead already several days—she didn’t eat, didn’t drink, and didn’t open her eyes. She didn’t drink a single drop of water. She was dehydrated, with closed eyes—how dying people usually look…

When she was in such a state I was there with her, together with the nun-nurses and Gerontissa. It was dark, lampadas were burning. The night before, at about the same time, her eyes opened at some point. She opened her eyes and looked around, as if she was expecting something to happen or that already happened, with some kind of uneasiness, as if listening to something, or seeing something or someone. This was the first time after being unconscious for so many days that she showed some attention to the world around her. Lying, because she was unable to move, with open eyes, she looked all around, to the right, left, up, and down. And as the moments flowed by, her face more strongly revealed a state of terrible agony and terrible fear—a whole river of fear. I saw such fear reflected on her face as when some killer is drawing near with a knife, ready to cut you.

I began to cover her with the sign of the Cross, repeating aloud the Jesus Prayer to calm her. I understood that what was happening was a demonic temptation. After a while the danger passed, and the invisible powers departed. Mama calmed down, and she was still conscious. Then I asked her: ‘Mama, what happened? What’s with you’—‘Oh… so many, they are so many!’ And from that moment mama began to pray: ‘O Mother of God, save me! O Mother of God, save me!’ Day and night! From that point her mouth never stopped. Day and night she besought salvation from the Mother of God.

It is striking that she had no thoughts, only prayer—sick people usually easily succumb to thoughts. By her way of life—constant podvigs and labors—mama acquired exceptional patience, and this patience helped her maintain prayer this whole time. I asked her: ‘What happened?’—‘The Mother of God helps me!’ And again the prayer continued: ‘O Mother of God, save me! O Mother of God, save me!’

After some time, when the torment was over, she completely calmed down and shut her eyes. The next day at the exact same time her eyes again opened. The same fear and agony was again displayed on her face. The exact same scenario happened again. It was all quite excruciating.

Then I wondered: why does the devil have authority over this holy soul? I, of course, understood that this temptation was allowed so she could obtain a crown, that through this ordeal she could acquire boldness before God. And at some point, when she was in such a state, I said to myself: ‘It’s not fitting that this should continue. It’s time to end this.’ I went to my cell, got on my knees and began to pray: ‘O Lord, I beg Thee, do one of two things. Either take her right now, that she could have peace already, because she is worthy of peace, or banish the devil away from this holy soul. She has already labored for Thee so much, and now her time for rest has arrived.’ This is how I prayed.

When her eyes opened again the next day at the same time, she was calm. ‘Mama, how are you?’—‘They left…’ The trial was over. From that very moment began the blessed final period of her blessed life. Days passed in this blessed state. Her appearance gradually changed, she became more and more beautiful. Of course, this beauty was not physical, but spiritual. I wanted to photograph her. The grace in her was clearly apparent. Thus she gradually drew nearer to death.”

“I saw how her soul ascended unhindered to Heaven”

“The following year, after Nativity, in Christmastide, I went to the monastery to see her again,” continues Elder Ephraim’s narration. “She spoke and understood what was happening, and unceasingly repeated the prayer. In the final moments of her life her face was transfigured, blessedness shining upon it. She turned to the right, revealing her widely shining eyes and glanced off to the side as if she saw something there. In that moment I felt such Paschal joy in my soul, such resurrection, as if I had suddenly gathered the grace of ten Paschal nights.

It was the first time I felt this in my life. Of course, when my elder Joseph departed to the Lord there was something special then too, but here it happened with my own relative. I felt such happiness at that moment, and also felt and saw … I don’t know, in what manner it happened, but I saw how her soul ascended unhindered to Heaven.

When the doctor arrived he couldn’t believe that she had already died—she looked so alive. Her body was warm and soft, like the body of someone living. ‘Lord, have mercy! I can’t believe it!’ the doctor exclaimed. It was incorruption. I told the doctor that Christ said: death is but a dream, and every person will awaken on the day of the Second Coming at the sound of the archangel’s trump.

When the doctor left, we sewed her up in a monastic habit, with three crosses sewed on top. Meanwhile I continued to feel such strong Paschal joy, that I wanted to go out on the street and sing ‘Christ is Risen!’ She was so beautiful after death. She was 95, but she looked like she was 15. It was the result of her whole life, all her labors; it was a reward for all her labors.”

Her relics were found to be “very beautiful”

Gerontissa Theophano's grave at the cemetery. There is no cross on it because her relics have already been removed.

The sisters of the monastery told me that when Gerontissa Theophano’s coffin was carried to the monastery cemetery, sheep came and doves flew over. The sheep managed to get themselves out of their pen, ran to the grave, all bleating at the same time, and turned around and ran back to their pen. Then from somewhere above their appeared a flock of doves which flew over the grave and disappeared into the heights.

Her relics were found to be “very beautiful.” In Greece the tradition still exists of taking bones around the third year after death and placing them in an ossuary—not only on Athos but in other monasteries and even among the laity in regular cemeteries. By the color and smell of the relics you can hypothesize about the postmortem state of the soul of the departed. For example, there are cases when the body does not dissolve, or the relics emit a foul odor—then it is considered that things are bad for the soul of the departed and it stands in need of prayerful help. Family members begin to order forty-day prayers for the dead and distribute alms for the repose of the soul. There are particular signs by which you can know that the soul of the departed found grace from the Lord: an amber color to the relics and a sweet fragrance emanating from them. It even happens that the relics of some Orthodox acquire incorruptibility.


So, when they opened Gerontissa Theophano’s grave, her relics were fragrant and had the most amber color, by which it could be determined that her soul found salvation. A reliquary was made for her head which is now kept in the Monastery of the Archangel Michael on the island of Thassos.

Through the prayer of holy fathers, O Lord Jesus Christ, our God, have mercy on us!

Olga Rozhneva, Olga Zatushevskaya
Translated by Jesse Dominick

Pravoslavie.ru

Στόμα που ευχαριστεί πάντοτε τον Θεόν, ου μη στερηθή των ευλογιών του Θεού, και στόμα που γογγύζει και πληγώνει τον μέγαν Ευεργέτην Του, είναι αδύνατον να μη τον παιδεύση ο Θεός. ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Στόμα που ευχαριστεί πάντοτε τον Θεόν, ου μη στερηθή των ευλογιών του Θεού, και στόμα που γογγύζει και πληγώνει τον μέγαν Ευεργέτην Του, είναι αδύνατον να μη τον παιδεύση ο Θεός. Αυτός μας έδωσε το είναι μας. Αυτός μας χορηγεί την ζωήν. Αυτός μας την διατηρεί με την ποικίλην θείαν Του πρόνοιαν. Αυτός, εχθρούς όντας πρότερον, δια του θανάτου του Υιού Αυτού μας κατήλλαξε και μας έκανε υιούς και κληρονόμους της βασιλείας Του! Αυτός μας καθαρίζει και αγιάζει δια μέσου των αγίων Του Μυστηρίων! Αυτός μας δίδει την ουράνιον και αγιωτάτην βρώσιν και πόσιν, δηλαδή το Πανάγιόν Του Σώμα και το Τίμιον Αίμα Του! Αυτός άγγελον επέστησε φύλακα εις όλην την ζωήν μας! Αυτός θα παραλάβη και την ψυχήν μας και θα την οδηγήση εις την αιώνιον κληρονομίαν! Αλλά τι ποιώ; Επιλείψει με ο χρόνος διηγούμενον, θα ευρεθώ ματαιοπονών, θέλοντας να μετρήσω την άμμον της θαλάσσης, τας απείρους ευεργεσίας του καλού μας Θεού! Κατόπιν λοιπόν τόσων αμετρήτων αγαθών να έχωμεν και γογγυσμών! Ω Θεέ μου, πάριδε την ημών αγνωμοσύνην και διάνοιξον ημών τον νουν, ίνα εννοήσωμεν το τι μας εχάρισεν η πατρική Σου καρδία και αποδώσωμεν μικράν ευχαριστίαν, όπως εύρωμεν συγγνώμην και έλεος.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

A person whose mouth always thanks God will by no means lack the blessing of God, but a person whose mouth grumbles and wounds his great Benefactor shall certainly be chastened by God.

A person whose mouth always thanks God will by no means lack the blessing of God, but a person whose mouth grumbles and wounds his great Benefactor shall certainly be chastened by God. He gave us our being; He gives us life; He preserves us in various ways with His divine providence. Through the death of His Son, He reconciled us who were previously His enemies and made us sons and heirs of His kingdom! He purifies us and sanctifies us through His holy Mysteries! He gives us the heavenly, most holy food and drink, that is, His All-holy Body and Precious Blood! He has also given us a guardian for our whole life! He will receive our soul and guide it to the eternal inheritance! But what am I saying? Time would fail me to recount everything; I would be laboring in vain, trying to count the sand in the sea—the infinite benefactions of our good God! Then, even after so many countless good things, we grumble! Oh, my God, overlook our ingratitude and open our mind so that we grasp what Your paternal heart has bestowed upon us, and so that we render a little thanks in order that we may find forgiveness and mercy.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Θα έλθη καιρός, θα σημάνη ημέρα, θα έλθη στιγμή, όπου θα κλείσουν αυτά τα μάτια και θα ανοιχθούν τα της ψυχής. ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Θα έλθη καιρός, θα σημάνη ημέρα, θα έλθη στιγμή, όπου θα κλείσουν αυτά τα μάτια και θα ανοιχθούν τα της ψυχής. Τότε θα ίδωμεν νέον κόσμον, νέας υπάρξεις, καινήν κτίσιν, νέαν ζωήν μη έχουσαν τέρμα. Ο τίτλος της: «Αθανασία άπειρος». Η μεγάλη πατρίς άνω, άφθαρτος, αιώνιος, η άνω Ιερουσαλήμ, η μήτηρ των πρωτοτόκων, ένθα θα σκηνώσουν αι λελυτρωμέναι ψυχαί, τας οποίας απέπλυνεν εκ του ρύπου το αίμα του Αρνίου του ακάκου!


Τις δύναται να εκφράση δια λόγου και γραφίδος την χαράν, την αγαλλίασιν, την ευτυχίαν των σεσωσμένων εκείνων μακαρίων ψυχών; Μακάριοι οι εν Κυρίω αποθανόντες, ότι αναμένει αυτούς ο πλούτος της του Θεού χρηστότητος. Μακάριος όστις κερδίση λαχνόν δια την άνω πανήγυριν, πλούτος αναφαίρετος, δόξα ως Αυτός ο Θεός είπε: «και είπα υιοί υψίστου, τέκνα Θεού, κληρονόμοι Θεού, συγκληρονόμοι Χριστού».


Ο Κύριος προ του πάθους παρεκάλει τον Ουράνιον Πατέρα δια τους μαθητάς Του και δια τους μέλλοντας πιστεύειν δι’ αυτών: «Πάτερ, ους δέδωκάς μοι, θέλω ίνα όπου ειμί εγώ κακείνοι ώσι μετ’ εμού, ίνα θεωρώσι την δόξαν την εμήν ην δέδωκάς μοι, ότι ηγάπησάς με προ καταβολής κόσμου» (Ιωαν. 17,24 ).


Πόση η αγάπη του Ιησού δι’ ημάς! Έλαβε την ανθρωπίνην φύσιν και εκρεμάσθη επί του Σταυρού, αποδίδοντας εις ημάς την ελευθερίαν και την εξόφλησιν του χρέους προς τον Ουράνιόν Του Πατέρα, και ως προσφιλέστατος αδελφός, μας αξιώνει της συγκληρονομίας, του απείρου πλούτου, του Ουρανίου Του Πατρός!

Ω, οποία αγάπη προς ημάς! Ω, της ψυχρότητός μας προς Αυτόν! Ω, της αχαριστίας μου προς τον ευεργέτην μου! Θεέ μου, Θεέ μου, λυπήσου με και μη με καταδικάσης ανταξίως των έργων μου!

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

Με σιωπήν, με ευχήν, με υπακοήν, με δάκρυα και με μετάνοιαν.... ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Όταν ξημερώνη ο Θεός την ημέραν, να σκεπτώμεθα ότι είναι η τελευταία μας ημέρα και ότι βασιλεύοντος του ηλίου φεύγομεν δια το κριτήριον του Θεού! Πως πρέπει να περάσωμεν την τελευταίαν ημέραν μας; Με σιωπήν, με ευχήν, με υπακοήν, με δάκρυα και με μετάνοιαν, παρακαλούντες ίλεων γενέσθαι τον Θεόν!
Επίσης και την νύκτα, ότι θα είναι η τελευταία μας, το κρεββάτι μας τάφος! Αχ, πως θα διέλθω τα τελώνια, να σκέπτεται ο καθένας, άραγε θα τα περάσω; Ποίος ηξεύρει από ποίον θα εμποδισθώ! Πως θα αντικρύσω το φοβερόν πρόσωπον του δικαίου Κριτού; Πως θα ακούσω την τρομεράν και ελέγχουσαν φωνήν Του; Τι τρομάρα θα με κατέχη, μέχρις ότου ακούσω την αιώνιον απόφασιν της κατατάξεώς μου! Και εάν κολασθώ! Και δικαίως, ουαί εις την ταλαίπωρον ψυχήν μου, πως θα κάμνω υπομονήν κολαζόμενος μαζί με τους δαίμονας, μέσα εις το σκότος, εις «την βρώμα»; Ούτε φως, ούτε παρηγορία καθόλου, αλλά μόνον θεωρία δαιμόνων και τίποτε άλλο!
Αυτά λοιπόν και τόσα άλλα πρέπει να σκεπτώμεθα κάθε ημέραν και νύκτα, ωσάν να είναι η τελευταία! Διότι δεν ηξεύρουμε, πότε θα έλθη το τηλεγράφημα από το κέντρον του Θεού, από την πρωτεύουσαν, την άνω Ιερουσαλήμ.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

Υπακοή και την πίστι ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Ο Άγιος Γέροντάς μου ακόμη ένα από τα πολλά παραδείγματα που μας έλεγε, για να μας τονώση γύρω από την υπακοή και την πίστι και την αγάπη προς το πρόσωπο του Γέροντος, είναι το εξής που συνέβη στα Κατουνάκια: Ένας υποτακτικός αγαπούσε πολύ τον Γέροντά του, έκανε πολλή υπακοή. Κάποτε είχαν πάει στις Καρυές, ο Γέροντάς του αρρώστησε βαρειά εκεί, ήθελε να επιστρέψη στο κελλί τους. Ο υποτακτικός λοιπόν τον πήρε στους ώμους του και από το βουνό κορυφογραμμή, ώρες περπατώντας, τον έφερε στα Κατουνάκια όπου έμεναν. Αυτός ο μοναχός κατόπιν συνδέθηκε με μια συνοδεία εκεί επάνω στον Άγιο Βασίλειο, στην οποία οι πατέρες κοινωνούσαν χωρίς να νηστεύουν και ήθελε ν’ αφήση τον Γέροντά του και να πάη εκεί να μονάση. Μεγαλόσχημος ων ήθελε να φύγη από τον Γέροντά του και να πάη εκεί.
Ο Γέροντας του έλεγε:
-- Δεν θα πας.
Αυτός απαντούσε:
-- Όχι, εγώ θα πάω.
-- Παιδί μου, του ξαναέλεγε ο Γέροντας, μη πας, Πάσχα έρχεται, κάθησε εδώ να εορτάσωμε μαζί την Ανάστασιν…
-- Όχι, θα πάω, ξαναέλεγε.
Έχασε μια μέρα ο Γέροντας την υπομονή του και του λέγει: « άγγελος πονηρός να σε καταδιώξη». Την επομένη έβγαλε ένα μεγάλο σπυρί στη μύτη, άρχισε να πρήζεται. Τελικά κατέληξε εις τον πατέρα Αρτέμιον, τον πρακτικόν ιατρόν, που έκανε τον Γέροντα Ιωσήφ και εμένα καλά. Του έδειξε το σπυρί, αλλά δεν μπόρεσε να τον θεραπεύση… Σε 3-4 ημέρες το πρήξιμο μεγάλωσε, έσπασε το σπυρί και έτρεχε πύον και πήγαινε προς τον θάνατο. Του έλεγαν οι Πατέρες: « Να συνδιαλλαγής με τον Γέροντά σου δια την αγάπη του Χριστού, να πάρης την ευλογία του μαζί σου, να σε συγχωρήση.» « Όχι» έλεγε! Είχε αγριέψει σαν δαιμονισμένος! Στο τέλος όμως, όταν κόντευε να ξεψυχήση, κτυπούσε το στήθος και έλεγε τις λέξεις: « έχασα, έχασα, έχασα το παιχνίδι της σωτηρίας μου!!».

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

“He who hears you hears Me, he who rejects you rejects Me, and he who rejects Me rejects Him Who sent Me” (Lk.10:16 )

Christ said to His disciples, “He who hears you hears Me, he who rejects you rejects Me, and he who rejects Me rejects Him Who sent Me” (Lk.10:16 ). The successors of the Apostles are the hierarchs, the priests, the abbots, and the elders of small synodias. So whoever obeys the successors of the Apostles obeys Christ Himself, and whoever disobeys them, rejects Christ. For this reason, since we want to place ourselves under obedience to Christ, we ought to show obedience—not merely obeying what we like and disobeying what we do not want. For in Gethsemane, Christ asked that the salvation of mankind happen differently from what the Heavenly Father desired. But since the Heavenly Father decided upon the Cross, Christ then replied, “Not My will, but Thy will be done, my Father” (cf. Mt. 26:29 ).

Elder Ephraim of Arizona
 

Ο Χριστιανικός αγώνας είναι ένδοξος, διότι το βραβείον δεν θα είναι κάτι το προσωρινόν, αιωνία δόξα επάνω εις τον ουρανόν! ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Ο Χριστιανικός αγώνας είναι ένδοξος, διότι το βραβείον δεν θα είναι κάτι το προσωρινόν, αιωνία δόξα επάνω εις τον ουρανόν! Μακάριος λοιπόν όποιος θα είναι κατά Θεόν σοφός, διότι δεν θα του ζητηθή λόγος και δεν θα ευρεθή εις δύσκολον θέσιν, όταν θα τον καλέση ο Θεός και του ζητήση τον επί γης χρόνον. Χωρίς να λυπούμεθα εξοδεύομεν τον χρόνον. Όταν φύγωμεν από αυτόν τον κόσμον, θα καταλἀβωμεν την ζημίαν, που υπέστημεν αφήνοντες να μας φύγη ο χρόνος. Περνούν αι ημέραι χωρίς υπολογισμόν, σωτήριον θα είναι να το καταλάβη ο άνθρωπος, έστω και κατά τας τελευταίας ημέρας της ζωής του.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

We should not postpone correcting ourselves, lest death finds us.

We should not postpone correcting ourselves, lest death finds us. Then we shall weep and lament inconsolably—and I, first of all—without a single ray of hope that the tribulations will change. Compel yourselves. Behold, Great Lent has come. However, it is not the fasting of the body as much as the fasting of the tongue, of the mind, of the heart, and of the senses that should preoccupy us especially now during Great Lent. Let us purify ourselves with this kind of fasting internally, where spiritual snakes are lurking that poison the life of our soul and deaden our spiritual strength, leaving it unable to correct and transfigure our soul. Now, during Lent, compel yourselves even more. Become stubborn in your resolve; this stubbornness is holy and not egotistical. You will see how much you will profit spiritually. Merely for the promise that the passions will be suppressed and that we will avoid certain sins corresponding to our efforts, we have good reason to become stubborn with the devil, who continually throws us into the same old sins.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Humble yourself, and from now on confess

Humble yourself, and from now on confess, for confession contains most holy humility, without which no one is saved.
The devil greatly rejoices when he manages to persuade a person to hide diabolical thoughts.
This is because he will achieve his premeditated, soul-destroying goal.
Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Πως θα περάσω τα τελώνια! ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Ο καιρός της παρούσης ζωής παρέρχεται ανεπαίσθητα, αθόρυβα και το ποινικόν κάθε ανθρώπου βαρύνεται με την πάροδον του χρόνου, χωρίς τούτο να γίνεται αντιληπτόν απ’ αυτόν τον ίδιον. Κάποια ημέρα θα το εννοήση και θα απορήση και θα είπη: Άράγε που ήταν τόσα αμαρτήματα συναγμένα και εγά ο τάλας τα ηγνόουν; Οίμοι, τον ταλαίπωρον, τι με περιμένουν τώρα! Πως θα περάσω τα τελώνια!
Ναι, παιδί μου, τοιουτοτρόπως θα μας συμβούν εις όλους μας. Μόνον τώρα ας ετοιμασθώμεν το γρηγορώτερον, διότι δεν γνωρίζομεν ποίαν ημέραν και ώραν θα έλθη ο Κύριος να μας κτυπήση την θύραν της ψυχής μας, δια να μας καλέση προς απολογίαν. Ας είμεθα λοιπόν πάντοτε προσεκτικοί και έτοιμοι δια το ανεπίστροφον ταξίδιον του Ουρανού.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης  

Όταν σου έρχεται σαρκικός πόλεμος, πρόσεχε πάρα πολύ τας αισχράς φαντασίας ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Όταν σου έρχεται σαρκικός πόλεμος, πρόσεχε πάρα πολύ τας αισχράς φαντασίας, εκ των οποίων πηγάζουν οι ακάθαρτοι λογισμοί. Δίωκε, χάλασε τας φαντασίας μόλις έλθουν, αμέσως λέγε την ευχήν με πόνον ψυχής και αμέσως λυτρώνεσαι από τον πόλεμον.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

Even in the eleventh hour, our all-good God accepts us as long as we realize He awaits our return.

Even in the eleventh hour, our all-good God accepts us as long as we realize He awaits our return. But the sly enemy of our soul does not remain inactive; nothing escapes his notice. For this scoundrel knows the inestimable value of time and endeavors through vain cares and allurements and comforts of the world to establish steadfast ignorance and forgetfulness, so as to bring complete despair at a man’s last hour, and win the immortal souls for which Christ died on the Cross!

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Entrust your health to God. ( Elder Ephraim of Arizona )

 Entrust your health to God. If your illness or the doctor imposes something on you, accept it with the hope that through it God will accomplish what He wants. Of course, our self-denial should not lead us to death (which would be suicide ), nor should we have so much attentive care that it leads to self-love, but we should walk the middle road—that is, in faith we should do what is prescribed so that it is not considered to be suicide. But as to whether or not we shall get well through the means we use, in faith we leave this up to God. 

My child, have patience in all your sufferings. Illnesses provide great benefit to the soul when we endure them, as long as we blame ourselves for them, since we suffer from them primarily on account of our sins, and especially on account of our pride of heart.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Πόσο κακό πράγμα είναι το θέλημα του ανθρώπου, διότι κρύβει εγωϊσμό, υπερηφάνεια, φιλαυτία και τόσα άλλα. ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Πόσο κακό πράγμα είναι το θέλημα του ανθρώπου, διότι κρύβει εγωϊσμό, υπερηφάνεια, φιλαυτία και τόσα άλλα. Γι’ αυτό ο υποτακτικός απαλλασσόμενος από το ίδιο θέλημα, απαλλάσσεται από τα πάθη. Ο Χριστός υπήκουσε μέχρι σταυρικού θανάτου, δηλαδή τελείας νεκρώσεως του ιδίου θελήματος. Εάν ο Χριστός, ανθρωπίνως δεν έκαμνε υπακοή, δεν έκοβε το δικό του θέλημα, ο άνθρωπος δεν θα εσώζετο! Όπως ακριβώς δεν σώζεται και ο άνθρωπος εκείνος, που κρατά το θέλημά του και κάνει εκείνο που θέλει αυτός. Τι σημαίνει απάρνησι του ιδίου θελήματος; Το ίδιο θέλημα το κάνω πέρα, το αρνούμαι, το απαρνούμαι. Δεν έχω καμμία σχέσι μαζί του. Μόνον όταν ο υποτακτικός φθάση στο σημείο αυτό, να απαρνηθή κατά τέτοιο τρόπο το θέλημά του, τότε και μόνο απαλλάσσεται από τα πάθη. Όσον εγκαταλείπει το ίδιο θέλημα, τόσο γνωρίζει ελάφρυνσι από την ενόχλησι των παθών. Εάν ο υποτακτικός γνωρίση στην πράξι το «ευλόγησον», και το «νάναι ευλογημένον», αυτός ο υποτακτικός θα στεφανωθή με αμάραντο στέφανο στον ουράνιο κόσμο. Όπου ο υποτακτικός έβαλε το θέλημά του, εκεί έβαλε δηλητήριο και δεχόμενος δηλητήριο αυτοδηλητηριάζεται. Και λάθος να του δοθή μια εντολή, όμως για την υπακοή που θα κάνη, ο Θεός θα ευλογήση… Ένας υποτακτικός έκανε τόσο απερίεργη υπακοή, που ο Γέροντας του έλεγε και πήγαινε και έκλεβε διάφορα πράγματα από τα κελλιά των αδελφών και του τα έφερνε! Ο Γέροντας τα έπαιρνε και τα έδινε πίσω και ποτέ δεν τον πείραξε ο λογισμός να του ειπή: « Μα τι είναι αυτό που μου κάνει ο Γέροντας; Με προτρέπει, με μαθαίνει να κλέβω; Να μου γίνη μια συνήθεια κατόπιν το κλέψιμο;». Σκέφθηκε και είπε: « Εγώ υπακούω, τώρα τι είναι αυτό που κάνω, δεν ξέρω. Ένα ξέρω, ότι υπακούω».

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης 

Εις αυτήν την τραγικήν δοκιμασίαν που επέρασεν ο Γέροντάς μου Ιωσήφ, πόσον ησθάνετο τον Χριστόν! ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Μέσα εις τας θλίψεις υπάρχει ο Χριστός και εις την ανάπαυσιν το πνεύμα του διαβόλου. 
Εις αυτήν την τραγικήν δοκιμασίαν που επέρασεν ο Γέροντάς μου Ιωσήφ, πόσον ησθάνετο τον Χριστόν! Ενώ εις άλλους η ώρα της προσεγγίσεως του θανάτου προξενεί τρόμον και φόβον, αυτός τω έρωτι του Χριστού διετέλει. Τι θαύμα τούτο! «Ο Χριστός χθες και σήμερον ο αυτός και εις τους αιώνας» ( Εβρ. 13,8 ).

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης 

In the tragic ordeal that my Elder went through, how tangibly he felt Christ!

In the tragic ordeal that my Elder went through, how tangibly he felt Christ! While to others the approach of death causes trembling and fear, he remained in the eros of Christ. What a wonder this is! “Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.” (Heb. 13:8 ).

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Η προσευχή είναι τα μάτια και τα φτερά της ψυχής μας... ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Η προσευχή είναι τα μάτια και τα φτερά της ψυχής μας, και μας δίδει θάρρος και δύναμιν να αντικρύσωμε τον Θεόν.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

The Lord chastens us so that we may have an eternal reward.

Ι pray that you will get fully well. What can we do? The Lord chastens us so that we may have an eternal reward. Since we have no ascesis, the Lord gives us illnesses and afflictions to count it as ascesis for us so that we may have some small consolation when we are judged before Him. 

What can we do, my child? This is how God wants things: that we suffer here in order to find repose in the world to come. Everything here is transient; there, eternal. Winter is bitter, but paradise is sweet. Let our feet freeze here so that they may dance there eternally! Glory to Thee, O God.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Κύριε Ιησού Χριστέ, ελέησόν με. ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Κύριε Ιησού Χριστέ, ελέησόν με.
Η καρδιά του ανθρώπου είναι το κέντρο των υπέρ φύσιν, των κατά φύσιν και των παρά φύσιν κινήσεων. Τα πάντα ξεκινούν από την καρδιά. Εάν η καρδιά του ανθρώπου καθαρισθή, βλέπομε τον Θεό. Πως όμως θα ιδούμε τον Θεό; Μήπως ο Θεός είναι ανθρωπόμορφος; Έχει σχήμα ανθρώπου; Όχι! Ο Θεός είναι αθεώρητος, ο Θεός είναι Πνεύμα. Δύναται όμως να βασιλεύση και στην καρδιά του ανθρώπου, όταν αυτή γίνη δεκτικό δοχείο. Για να γίνη δεκτικό δοχείο η καρδιά του ανθρώπου, πρέπει να γίνη καθαρή από λογισμούς ακάθαρτους. Για να καθαρισθή όμως η καρδιά, πρέπει να μπη σ’ αυτήν κάποιο φάρμακο. Το φάρμακο αυτό είναι η προσευχή. Όπου πηγαίνει ο βασιλεύς, διώκονται οι εχθροί, και όταν μπη στην καρδιά ο Χριστός, το όνομά Του το Άγιο, φυγαδεύονται των δαιμόνων οι φάλαγγες. Όταν ενθρονισθή μέσα καλά-καλά ο Χριστός, τότε υπακούουν τα πάντα. Όπως όταν ένας βασιλεύς κυριεύση ένα κράτος και πάη και ενθρονισθή στην πρωτεύουσα, τότε θα υποτάξη όλους τους επαναστάτες με τους στρατιώτες του. Δηλαδή θα καταδιώξη τους εχθρούς και θα καθησυχάση το κράτος από τις εσωτερικές ανωμαλίες και τότε θα επέλθη ειρήνη. Ο βασιλεύς κάθεται στο θρόνο του και βλέπει ότι όλα είναι υποτεταγμένα και υποτελή. Τότε χαίρεται και αγάλλεται βλέποντας ότι ο κόπος και η μάχη τελείωσαν και έφεραν την υπακοή και την ειρήνη και όλα τα επιτεύγματα.
Έτσι είναι και το κράτος της καρδιάς μας. Έχει μέσα εχθρούς, έχει επαναστάσεις, έχει λογισμούς, έχει πάθη και αδυναμίες, έχει τρικυμίες και ταραχές. Όλα στην καρδιά του ανθρώπου. Για να μπορέση αυτό το κράτος της καρδιάς να καθησυχάση και να υποταχθή, πρέπει να έρθη ο Χριστός, ο βασιλεύς, με τις στρατιές Του, να το κυριεύση και να διώξη τον εχθρό, τον διάβολο, να καθυποτάξη κάθε ανησυχία από πάθη και αδυναμίες, να βασιλεύση σαν αυτοκράτωρ, σαν παντοδύναμος. Τότε αυτή η κατάσταση κατά τους πατέρες λέγεται καρδιακή ησυχία, δηλαδή να βασιλεύη η προσευχή χωρίς να διακόπτεται, δημιουργώντας την καθαρότητα και την ήσυχη καρδιά. Οι τρόποι της προσευχής είναι πολλοί. Υπάρχει βέβαια ο προφορικός τρόπος, δηλαδή να λέμε την ευχή με το στόμα. Αυτός ο τρόπος είναι εκείνος, που πρέπει να μεταχειρισθούμε κατ’ αρχάς, όταν αρχίζουμε να εργαζόμαστε την ευχή, για να πετύχουμε τον τελικό σκοπό μας. Ο νους του ανθρώπου είναι αεικίνητος, κινείται πάντοτε, και επειδή κινείται όχι κατά φύσι, κατά χρήσι, αλλά κατά κατάχρησι και κατά αδιαφορία, γυρίζει όλο τον κόσμο και επαναπαύεται στις διάφορες ηδονές. Άλλοτε πάει στα σαρκικά και απολαμβάνει την ηδονή, άλλοτε στα άλλα πάθη και άλλοτε αδιάφορα χαζεύει εδώ και εκεί. Όπου και αν πάη, όπου και αν σταθή, έχει και κάποια ηδονή. Τώρα ο άνθρωπος ο οποίος έχει σκοπό να κερδίση το «αδιαλείπτως προσεύχεσθε» (Α΄ Θεσσαλ. 5,17 ) πρέπει να συμμαζέψη αυτόν τον σκορπισμένο νου τον αλήτη που γυρίζει όλα τα σοκάκια, ώστε να συμμορφωθή και να γίνη νοικοκύρης.
Για να τον μαζέψουμε όμως, πρέπει να του προσφέρουμε κάτι, να τον γλυκάνουμε, διότι, όπως είπαμε, ευχαριστείται και ηδονίζεται να γυρίζη εδώ και εκεί. Πρέπει να τον ελκύσωμε με κάτι το ηδονικό πάλι. Γι’ αυτό χρειάζεται κατ’ αρχάς να λέμε την προσευχή με το στόμα. Ο αρχάριος, που διδάσκεται την προσευχή, πρέπει να αρχίση με το στόμα να λέγη: «Κύριε Ιησού Χριστέ, ελέησόν με» και να προσπαθή να τραβά το νου από τα κοσμικά. Η φωνή η οποία θα βγαίνη, ο ήχος της φωνής, θα ελκύη το νου, να προσέχη την ευχή, οπότε σιγά-σιγά θα συνηθίση να μαζεύεται από το σκορπισμό. Βέβαια και η προσπάθεια και η προσοχή και η προαίρεσι και ο σκοπός που επιδιώκουμε να κατορθώσουμε το αδιαλείπτως, μας βοηθούν στη συγκέντρωσι του νου. Λεγομένης ούτω της ευχής συν τω χρόνω, αρχίζει και δημιουργείται κάποια ευχαρίστησι, κάποια χαρά, μια ειρήνη, κάτι το πνευματικό, που δεν το είχαμε πριν. Αυτό σιγά-σιγά ελκύει το νου. Προχωρώντας η προφορική ευχή και ελκύοντας το νου προς τα έσω, αρχίζει και του δίνει και μια ελευθερία να λέγη και εκείνος την ευχή, χωρίς να λέγη το στόμα, αρχίζει δηλαδή να γίνεται κάποιος καρπός. Μετά, πότε με το στόμα, πότε με το νου, σιγά-σιγά η ευχή κυριεύει την ψυχή. Αδολεσχώντας κατόπιν ο νους με την ευχή, αρχίζει να μπαίνη και στη καρδιά, και εκεί που στέκεται ο άνθρωπος, θα βλέπη την καρδιά να λέγη την ευχή.
Ποιος είναι ο σκοπός που ήρθαμε εδώ; Δεν ήρθαμε να βρούμε το Θεό; Δεν ήρθαμε να βρούμε τη χάρι Του; Δεν ήρθαμε να βρούμε την ειρήνη; Δεν ήρθαμε να απαλλαγούμε από τα πάθη; Ε, λοιπόν, με αυτή τη προσευχή θα πραγματοποιηθούν όλα. Η ευχή θα δημιουργήση μία θέρμη μέσα στη ψυχή, μια φλόγα. Αφού η προσευχή θα γεννήση τη θέρμη, η θέρμη θα φέρη πιο πολλή προσευχή κ.ο.κ. Θα ιδήτε τότε, αφού γίνη αυτό το πράγμα, ότι καίγονται και αδυναμίες, καίγονται και λογισμοί, καίγονται και τα πάθη ολίγον κατ’ ολίγον, και καταλήγουμε στη καθαρότητα της καρδιάς, οπότε θα έρθη ο Πατήρ, ο Υιός και το Άγιον Πνεύμα και θα δημιουργήσουν μονή, κατοικία σ’ αυτήν. Λέγουν οι άγιοι Πατέρες, ότι ο νους εύκολα μολύνεται και εύκολα καθαρίζεται. Η καρδιά δύσκολα καθαρίζεται και δύσκολα μολύνεται. Ο νους άμα παη στο κακό, αμέσως, εύκολα μολύνεται, η καρδιά όμως δεν έγινε αμέσως μέτοχος του μολυσμού. Όταν η καρδιά δημιουργήση κατάσταση πνευματική, ύστερα δε κάπως τη χάση και αρχίση ο νους να μολύνεται από διάφορα πράγματα, η καρδιά εύκολα δεν αλλάζει, διότι προηγουμένως είχε αλλοιωθή από τη χάρι και δύσκολα, σιγά-σιγά, προχωρεί το κακό. Γι’ αυτό χρειάζεται η προσευχή να μετασχηματίση την καρδιά, από σαρκική και εμπαθή και εγωϊστική, να την κάνη απαθή, να μην αισθάνεται πάθος. Όταν θα καθαρισθή το κέντρο, όλη η περιφέρεια και η ακτίνα θα γίνη καθαρή. Η προσευχή θα διώξη την απελπισία, την απόγνωσι, την αμέλεια, τη ραθυμία, διότι θα δημιουργήση νέα προαίρεσι, νέο πόθο για νέους αγώνες. Όταν λοιπόν αισθανθούμε αυτό το πράγμα, τότε θα εννοήσουμε ακριβώς τον καρπό της προσευχής, το σκοπό της προσευχής. Τότε θα καταλάβουμε ότι η βασιλεία των ουρανών είναι μέσα στην καρδιά μας, «η βασιλεία του Θεού εντός ημών εστι» (Λουκ. 17,21 ).
Εκεί μέσα στην καρδιά, μ’ αυτό το σκάψιμο που θα κάνωμε με την ευχή εισπνέοντας και εκπνέοντας και προσπαθώντας να έχουμε το νου στην καρδιά με προσοχή, θα βρούμε τον μαργαρίτη τον κεκρυμμένο. Ποιος είναι ο μαργαρίτης; Είναι η χάρις του Αγίου Πνεύματος, την οποία χάρι πήραμε όταν βαπτισθήκαμε. Αλλά θες να πούμε η άγνοια, θες ότι προχωρήσαμε στα πάθη, κατεχώσθη η χάρις. Ο Γέρων Ιωσήφ ώρες ολόκληρες έκανε καρδιακή προσευχή. Όταν κουραζόταν, αδολεσχούσε σε θεωρίες, και πάλιν ύστερα στην καρδιακή προσευχή. Έφτανε 7-8 ώρες να κάνη προσευχή. Σιγά-σιγά ο άνθρωπος με την αδολεσχία σ΄αυτή την προσευχή, τελειοποιείται εσωτερικά. Η καρδιά συνέχεια καθαρίζεται και μετά αποκτά την καρδιακή ησυχία. Οι άγιοι πατέρες, αδολεσχώντας στην ευχή χρόνια πολλά, έφθασαν σε υψηλές καταστάσεις. Έρχονταν σε θεωρίες, σε εκστάσεις, έβγαιναν από τον εαυτόν τους, αρπάζονταν σε θεωρίες, όπως ο Απ. Παύλος: «είτε εν σώματι, είτε εκτός του σώματος ουκ οίδα» (Β΄ Κορ. 12,2 ) και άλλοι πολλοί άγιοι. Ο άγιος Μάξιμος ο Καυσοκαλυβίτης, όταν ρωτήθηκε από τον άγιο Γρηγόριο τον Σιναϊτη περί προσευχής, είπε: «Συγχώρεσέ με, πάτερ, εγώ είμαι πλανεμένος». «Άφησε αυτά τώρα, του είπε ο άγιος Γρηγόριος, και πες μου δια τον Κύριο, την αρετή σου. Πες μου, σε παρακαλώ, κρατείς τη νοερά προσευχή;». Τότε του είπε ο άγιος Μάξιμος πως προσευχόμενος στην Παναγία, για να του δώση την χάρι της νοεράς προσευχής, επί πολύν καιρόν, μια μέρα εξήλθε από την αγίαν εικόνα της Παναγίας μια θερμότητα, εισήλθε στην καρδιά του, και άρχισε από μέσα η καρδιά του να λέγη την ευχή. Του είπε κατόπιν πιεσθείς από τον άγιο Γρηγόριο, ότι καρπός της νοεράς προσευχής, ήτο η μεγάλη αγάπη προς το Θεό και η αρπαγή, του νου σε θεωρίες. Τούτο γίνεται τη επενεργεία του Άγίου Πνεύματος και άλλοτε τον οδηγεί σε αέρα άϋλο θείου φωτός ή ομιλία θεϊκή ή άλλη θεωρία ανεκδιήγητη.
Όλα πηγάζουν από την νοερά προσευχή. Προχωρώντας στην ευχή, θα βρούμε ελάφρυνσι από τα πάθη. Οι λογισμοί, οι κρυφοί λογισμοί, θα εξαφανισθούν συν τω χρόνω και η καρδιά μας θα γίνη άκακος παιδική καρδιά. Στην αρχή λοιπόν, όπως είπαμε, υπάρχει η δυσκολία, μέχρις ότου «μπη το νερό στο αυλάκι». Όπως π.χ. σε μια μηχανή χειροκίνητη χρειάζεται κόπος. Αν γίνη αυτή η μηχανή αυτόματη, τότε αποδίδει πολύ περισσότερο και γίνεται όλη η εργασία ακόπως. Ούτως, όταν η προσευχή με τον καιρό γίνη απόκτημά μας, τότε γίνεται ακόπως και θα αποδώση πολύ καρπό. Αδολεσχώντας στην προσευχή, να προσέχωμε να μην έχωμε παρρησία, να μην έχωμε υπερηφάνεια, διότι είναι πολύ μεγάλο εμπόδιο στην προσευχή, γι’ αυτό χρειάζεται πολλή αυτομεμψία, συνεχώς να κατηγορούμε τον εαυτό μας. Όπως όταν πηγαίνωμε σ’ ένα ζαχαροπλαστείο, υπάρχουν σοκολάτες, πάστες, διάφορα γλυκίσματα, έτσι και στο πνευματικό ζαχαροπλαστείο βρίσκει πολλά και διάφορα πράγματα κανείς. Εμείς θα κάνωμε την προσευχή και ό,τι στείλει ο Θεός. Εμείς θα κάνωμε όλη αυτή την τυπικότητα, ο δε Θεός θα δώση την ουσία στην προσευχή. Όσο πιο ταπεινοί είμαστε, τόσο μεγαλύτερη είναι η χάρις κατά την προσευχή. Να προσέχωμε, επαναλαμβάνω, να μη σκεπτώμαστε απολύτως τίποτε κατά την ώρα της προσευχής. Εδώ είναι το επίκεντρο της προσευχής.
Ο άγιος Γρηγόριος ο Παλαμάς λέγει: όταν η ευχή λέγεται δι’ εισπνοής και εκπνοής συν τω χρόνω εκ των μυκτήρων εξέρχεται ευωδία πνευματική. Όντως έτσι είναι. Δια της προσευχής θα δημιουργηθή αήρ ευωδίας, που δεν είναι τίποτε άλλο, παρά καρπός προσευχής. Οφείλεται στο όνομα του Χριστού. Το όνομα του Χριστού τι δεν κάνει; Το όνομα του Χριστού αγιάζει τα τίμια δώρα. Με το όνομα του Χριστού έρχεται το Άγιον Πνεύμα. Με το όνομα του Χριστού οι άγιοι ανασταίνουν τους νεκρούς. Με το όνομα του Χριστού γίνονται όλα. Έλεγε ένας νηπτικός πατέρας ότι όταν βγη η ψυχή εκείνου, ο οποίος έχει την προσευχή αυτή, βγαίνοντας η ψυχή με την ευχή, πως είναι δυνατόν να σταθούν οι δαίμονες κοντά του; Θα είναι αυτή η ψυχή τεθωρακισμένη τρόπον τινά με την προσευχή και δεν θα δύνανται να προσεγγίσουν οι δαίμονες. Τόσο μεγάλη είναι πράγματι η ωφέλεια από την προσευχή αυτή. Σας έχω ειπεί νομίζω για κάποιον προσκυνητή, ο οποίος είχε μυηθή στη νοερά προσευχή. Και από την πολλή μελέτη και αυταπάρνησι και αμεριμνία, που είχε σαν άνθρωπος, που δεν ήταν πιασμένος με οικογένεια και με εργασίες και τόσα άλλα, έλεγε συνέχεια την ευχή και ένοιωθε πάρα πολλή αγάπη στο Χριστό. Είχε δηλαδή πραγματικά θείον έρωτα στην ψυχή του.
Είχε πολύ πόθο να πάη στον Πανάγιο Τάφο, εκεί, κατά κάποιο τρόπο νόμιζε ότι θα χόρταινε από την αγάπη, του αγαπωμένου, του φιλουμένου Χριστού. Πήγε λοιπόν κάτω στα Ιεροσόλυμα, πήγε στον τάφο του Χριστού, μπήκε μέσα να προσκυνήση. Ένοιωσε βέβαια έντονα συναισθήματα πνευματικής ερωτικής φύσεως. Σκεπτόταν λοιπόν ότι εδώ είχε ταφή Αυτός τον Οποίο λάτρευε, δηλαδή ο Ιησούς Χριστός, εδώ είναι το κενοτάφιόν του, κ.ο.κ. Προσκυνώντας τον Πανάγιο Τάφο, εκεί επάνω και ξεψύχησε! Όταν είδαν το γεγονός αυτό οι άλλοι είπαν: Για να ιδούμε τι να έκρυβε αυτός ο άνθρωπος στην καρδιά του! Του έκαναν νεκροτομή, άνοιξαν, έσχισαν την καρδιά του, έμειναν κατάπληκτοι. Μέσα στην καρδιά ήταν γραμμένες οι λέξεις: «Ιησού, γλυκειά μου αγάπη…».
Βλέπετε η ευχή πόσο πλούσιο τον είχε κάνει αυτόν τον άνθρωπο; Πόσο τον είχε πλουτίσει με τη θεία αγάπη; Σκεφθήτε τώρα με το θάνατό του που να βρέθηκε! Οπωσδήποτε οι άγγελοι πήραν την ψυχή του και την πήγαν στεφανηφόρο, λαμπροφόρο μπροστά στον θρόνο του Χριστού. Ο άγγελος που δίδασκε τον άγιο Παχώμιο έλεγε: «Πολλοί άνθρωποι γραμματισμένοι άφησαν και τις σπουδές και τα συγγράμματα και αδολέσχησαν στην προσευχή». Μόνον με τη νοερά προσευχή ο άνθρωπος φθάνει στην απάθεια. Ούτε από την πολλή μελέτη, ούτε με άλλους τρόπους δύναται να έλθη στην απάθεια. Ο προσευχόμενος κατ’ αυτόν τον τρόπο, θα μισήση και την αργολογία και την παρρησία κ.λ.π., για να μη χάση αυτή τη κατάστασι, που βρήκε στην προσευχή. Εύχομαι να σας δώση ο Θεός την αίσθησι της προσευχής και όταν έρθη η χάρις, τότε θα βρήτε με την πράξι και θα καταλάβετε αυτά που σας λέγω.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

What is a more beautiful example than that of the Lord Jesus!

What is a more beautiful example than that of the Lord Jesus! Didn’t obedience towards His Father lead Him to the Cross and death? Couldn’t He, being of the essence with the Father, have opposed this? But no, He walked with sweat; He fell to His knees with pain beneath the weight of cutting off His will as He ascended Golgotha. But He had to ascend it, reach the top, be lifted up on the glorious—and to the demons, dreadful—Cross, and there on it show perfect and absolute obedience, and receive the unfading crown of eternal glory. This is how the resurrection of our soul is gained, and not by vacillating between obedience and disobedience with self-will. The crown is not acquired like that, but by a willingness to sacrifice. All obstacles are surmounted by the strong thought of preferring to die rather than betray the obedience of doing one’s duty.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Δεν υπάρχει καλύτερος δρόμος από την υπακοήν... ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Δεν υπάρχει καλύτερος δρόμος από την υπακοήν, διότι χαρίζει εις τον εραστήν της, χαράν, ανάπαυσιν, ανευθυνίαν, συγχώρησιν και πλήθος άλλα καλά, πρωτίστως δε την σκέπην από τας παγίδας του Σατανά, διότι καθοδηγείται ασφαλώς από την πείραν του πνευματικού και ούτω χωρίς πολλά εμπόδια βαδίζει τον δρόμον της πνευματικής ζωής.
Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης

Μακάριοι οι σπείροντες δάκρυα μετά πνευματικής νηστείας, δηλαδή πεινώντες αεί και διψώντες τα καλά έργα, διότι θα θερίσουν χαράν αιωνίαν! ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Όλα θα παρέλθουν και εις το μηδέν θα καταλήξουν, ενώ το έργον το εν τω Θεώ ειργασμένον, θα μείνη μαζί με την ψυχή του εργάτου, ίνα εσθίη εξ αυτού ζωήν αιώνιον.

Μακάριοι οι πνευματικοί φιλόσοφοι του Θεού, όπου δίδουν πρόσκαιρα και θησαυρίζουν αιώνια, ίνα, όταν απέλθωσιν, εύρωσιν εις την τράπεζαν του Θεού τους θησαυρούς των συν τόκω.

 Μακάριοι οι καθαρίζοντες τας καρδίας αυτών από τα ζιζάνια της αμαρτίας γεωργούντες τον αγαθόν σπόρον, διότι θα έλθη καιρός εύθετος, που θα θερίσουν στάχυας αειζωίας! 

Μακάριοι οι σπείροντες δάκρυα μετά πνευματικής νηστείας, δηλαδή πεινώντες αεί και διψώντες τα καλά έργα, διότι θα θερίσουν χαράν αιωνίαν!

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης 

The prayer fortifies them in their spiritual struggle....

I know thousands of souls in the world , throughout the whole world, I would say, who compel themselves in the prayer with wondrous results. The prayer fortifies them in their spiritual struggle; it enlightens them inwardly, and they confess thoroughly and sincerely. Distressed by the thoughts and temptations which the demons rouse against those who say the prayer, they run with longing to the immaculate Mysteries. Then, they run back to the struggle with thoughts and passions, and then, back again to the Mysteries—they can no longer do without the prayer.

Elder Ephraim of Arizona

Να έχωμεν αγάπην και υπομονήν εις όλα, να μη κατακρίνωμεν, να διώκωμεν τους κακούς λογισμούς, ( Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης )

Ο Θεός είναι αγάπη και όλος ευσπλαγχνία. Ας μη Τον λυπώμεν εις τίποτε! Σταυρόν δι’ ημάς υπέμεινε, η κεφαλή Του τρυπημένη από τον ακάνθινον στέφανον, η πλευρά από την λόγχην, οι πόδες από τους ήλους, τα νώτα από τας μαστιγώσεις, το πανάγιον στόμα Του από την χολήν και το όξος, η καρδία Του από τον πόνον των ύβρεων και την αχαριστίαν. Γυμνός επάνω εις τον Σταυρόν, εμπρός εις τόσον δαιμονισμένον όχλον. Αυτόν, παιδιά μου, τον Ιησούν μας ας μην Τον λυπώμεν με τας απροσεξίας μας, πονά χειρότερα, εκείνοι, οι Εβραίοι, ήσαν οι εχθροί Του, ενώ ημείς είμεθα οι βαπτισμένοι εις το άγιον Όνομά Του, οι μαθηταί Του, οι αφιερωμένοι εις την υπηρεσίαν Του! Οι μαθηταί Του τον εγκατέλειψαν από τον φόβον των Εβραίων, και πόσον επικράθη δεν λέγεται! Και τώρα όσοι Τον αρνούνται, όσοι Τον εγκαταλείπουν, όσοι άλλα Του υπόσχονται και άλλα πράττουν, πως θα ευρεθούν κοντά Του κατά την ώραν της κρίσεως; Τι θα είπουν, όταν αρχίση ο Χριστός μας να απαριθμή ένα ένα τα παθήματά Του και αυτοί θα έχουν να παρουσιάσουν άρνησιν και πλήθος κακών; Ας προσέχωμεν την ζωήν μας, παιδιά μου. Να έχωμεν αγάπην και υπομονήν εις όλα, να μη κατακρίνωμεν, να διώκωμεν τους κακούς λογισμούς, να ταπεινούμεθα, να ενθυμούμεθα την δύσκολον ώραν του θανάτου και της κρίσεως. Όταν όλα αυτά τα πράττετε, να ηξεύρετε πως με το Χριστό μας θα ζήσετε αιώνια! Ωσάν άγγελοι κοντά εις τον θρόνον Του, θα ψάλλετε άσματα αιώνια και πανευφρόσυνα! Τι ευτυχία τότε! Πως όλα τα εδώ θα ξεχασθούν! Μόνον χαρά και πάσχα χωρίς τέλος! Δόξα τω Θεώ, τω διδόντι ημίν την νίκην.

Γέροντας Εφραίμ Φιλοθεΐτης  

The great work of Elder Ephraim of Arizona: A conversation with Alexandra Lagos, a spiritual child of Elder Ephraim

Elder Ephraim is a spiritual child of the great Elder Joseph the Hesychast, and wrote about his spiritual father in the amazing book My Elder Joseph the Hesychast. Elder Ephraim became known as “of Philotheou” from 1973 when he was elected abbot of the monastery of Philotheou on Mt. Athos and in no time revived the ascetic monastic life there. After that the Sacred Community of the Holy Mountain blessed Elder Ephraim to expand and fill three other Athonite monasteries with those seeking the monastic life: Xeropotamou, Konstamonitou, and Karakallou. These monasteries remain under the spiritual guidance of Archimandrite Ephraim, as are a number of men’s and women’s monasteries in Greece and North America.

In 1960 the Greek Orthodox priest and theologian Archpriest John Romanides wrote: “Athonites should immediately send their representatives to the US and found there monastic habitations, otherwise Orthodoxy on the American continent awaits its inevitable doom.” A few years later these prophetic words were realized in the life and efforts of just one man. The monasteries of Elder Ephraim have appeared in many regions of the US and Canada: New York, Texas, Florida, Washington, North Carolina, Pennsylvania, Illinois, California, Michigan, Montreal and Toronto. Chief among these is the Holy Monastery of St. Anthony the Great in Arizona. And now the elder is also often recognized as “of Arizona.”

We present our readers with a conversation with his spiritual child, a very interesting person, Alexandra Lagos. She was also nourished by Gerontissa Macrina, abbess of the Monastery of the Panagia Hodigitria near the Greek city of Volos, founded with the blessing of the great elder Joseph the Hesychast. According to the testimony of the sisters, Gerontissa Macrina greatly loved Alexandra and often remembered her name in conversations with people. Alexandra is acquainted with many ascetics of piety of modern Greece, even having conversed with Venerable Paisios the Athonite. St. Paisios said to her about her spiritual father Elder Ephraim: “You have such a great elder!”

Alexandra is a professor of history and archaeology, working many years in the history faculty at the Medical University of Ioannina (Northern Greece). With the blessing of her spiritual father she always tries to base her work on the Patristic tradition and to teach on the foundation of the Orthodox worldview. Monastics, spiritual fathers, superiors of the monasteries of Elder Ephraim and his lay spiritual children often stay in the house of Alexandra and her husband George Lagos, who is a professor of neurology in the same medical university.

Alexandra has been fortunate not only to become closely acquainted with and a friend to many spiritual children of Elder Ephraim, but also to have visited his monasteries many times for extended stays both in Greece and in America. Her family has always rendered (and does so until now) help to the elder and support in his labors. Thus it is possible to say that the building of the elder’s monasteries occurred in front of her eyes. Alexandra currently lives in Arizona not far from the monastery of St. Anthony the Great, and with the blessing of the elder leads catechism classes and Sunday talks for pilgrims to the monastery, and also offers lessons in Ancient and Modern Greek for all who are interested.

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St. Anthony's Monastery

—Alexandra, could you tell us about how you came to be under the guidance of Elder Ephraim?

—My husband and I have been spiritual children of Elder Ephraim for thirty years already. We learned about the elder in 1986 and by the grace of God he became the spiritual father for our whole family. On the first day of our acquaintance the elder shared with us with great enthusiasm his plans regarding “his great work,” that is, the building of monasteries.

We all know that Elder Ephraim has built eighteen monasteries in North America. Paralleled with the founding of these new monasteries in North America he revived ancient Greek monasteries, destroyed and abandoned since the time of the Turkish yoke. In Greece, as in Russia, many beautiful monasteries found themselves, and still find themselves in desolation, due to a lack of means for their restoration and of potential inhabitants. So the first half of the elder’s “great work” occurred in North America, and the second half in Greece.

—Alexandra, has your spiritual father spoken to you about his elder—Joseph the Hesychast? Was it revealed to the great Elder Joseph that his spiritual son would build monasteries?

—The spiritual children of Elder Ephraim often call Elder Joseph “Grandpa” since he’s the spiritual father of their spiritual father. When Grandpa Joseph was still alive he told Elder Ephraim that he had received word from the Lord that a great work awaits Elder Ephraim in the future. Grandpa Joseph made sure that his spiritual son ate well, and would say to him: “Eat, eat, my little one, you have before you a great podvig; you will do much work.”

In his book Elder Ephraim mentions that once Elder Joseph said to him: “The hour is coming when you will speak in the midst of the church.” Elder Ephraim then thought: “Our little skete church has trouble holding three people. Just think, what a great thing if I ever have to speak in the middle of it!”

Elder Ephraim received a very strict spiritual education from his elder. Elder Joseph didn’t relate to any of his other novices so strictly as he did to Elder Ephraim—precisely because he knew what labor awaited him in the future.

Before Elder Joseph departed to the Lord he divided his disciples—who should stay with whom after his death. In obedience to Fr. Ephraim he placed Fr. Joseph who then for many years served in Portaria. Elder Joseph also entrusted Fr. Ephraim to take under his spiritual direction the women’s community in Volos. Elder Ephraim’s mother lived in this sisterhood, and the gerontissa Macrina (Maria at that time). This community later gave rise to the famous convent in Portaria.
Gerontissa Macrina, Elder Ephraim, Fr. Joseph

—Alexandra, could you tell us how, thanks to Elder Ephraim, this monastery became the “mother convent” for many other women’s monasteries?

—Among the spiritual children of Elder Ephraim the unofficial name of “metropolia” for the monastery in Portaria was entrenched. The word “metropolia” (Gk. Μητρόπολις) is translated as “mother city,” from μητέρα—“mother” and πολις—“city.” In Greek cities it’s the most ancient part of the city from which comes, or figuratively speaking, “is born” the rest of the city. In the case of the Portaria monastery it’s considered that it became like a “mother monastery” for the elder’s other female monasteries. This is how it happened.

Under the direction of such great ascetics as Elder Ephraim and Gerontissa Macrina, the sisters of the monastery in Portaria began to spiritually prosper very quickly and were filled with every virtue. When the elder began to open one monastery after another, first in Greece and then in America, he needed spiritually experienced nuns, being well-acquainted with those traditions which he and Gerontissa Macrina imbibed from Grandpa Joseph. It was precisely such nuns that Elder Ephraim aimed to make the first inhabitants of his monasteries, so that they might then hand on as an inheritance the spiritual traditions of Elder Joseph the Hesychast to the next generation of monks and nuns.

—Which monasteries were opened?

—At first Elder Ephraim managed to persuade Igumena Macrina to release a few sisters to the first two monasteries he opened in Greece—of the Prophet and Forerunner John in Serres Township and of the Archangel Michael on the island of Thassos.

In the early 1980’s Elder Ephraim relocated his mother, Nun Theophano (†1986), and other sisters to the newly-opened Philotheou metochion on the island of Thassos. Gerontissa Ephraimia, who until the present day is the superior of the Thassos monastery, was at that time a young girl from the city of Volos. She often visited the monastery in Portaria and knew Elder Ephraim, Gerontissa Macrina, Gerontissa Theophano—you could say she grew up in their hands.
Elder Ephraim with his mother, Nun Theophano

Then Elder Ephraim took from Portaria four sisters: Fevronia, Markella, Thekla, and Vriani, and opened a monastery in Serres, establishing Nun Fevronia as the igumena. After that, Gerontissa Macrina said she wouldn’t give up any more sisters from her monastery. When Elder Ephraim entreated her about it, the gerontissa replied: “As long as I live, I cannot give any more.” She was a very sensitive person and loved her sisters, and seeing the difficulties which they endured after leaving the monastery, like a good mother, she had much pity and worry for them.

—In these same years Elder Ephraim begins to build monasteries in America…

—Yes, in those same years Elder Ephraim began to regularly visit North America—Canada and America. At first he traveled there one-two months a year. The elder saw that many Greek immigrant families were in need of spiritual support—confession, the services, the word of God. Once one man, a spiritual child of the elder, invited him to Hawaii in order to confess the local Orthodox. There Elder Ephraim had a vision. He saw Grandpa Joseph, who poured out onto his lap an abundance of oranges with the words: “You will plant oranges, dear one! You will see how much fruit there will be!” from which he understood that he needed to labor in America.

During those ten years that Elder Ephraim would visit America, he realized that one-two months a year would not suffice. It was necessary to begin constructing monasteries in America. He also received a revelation from the Lord that it was necessary to build monasteries. This is how the elder told us about it in conversation. At first he didn’t want to accept this “great work” of building monasteries. He prayed to the Lord, telling Him that he was not able to accept this work. In one moment he heard the voice of Christ, Who said to him: “No, you will render to Me obedience and take this work to yourself.” Then the elder answered: “Alright, Lord, but only grant me so much love as to be enough for all the people who will come to me.”

Where did twenty (monasteries in North America) come from? In his work Gifts of the Desert (2005) Kyriakos Markides notes that the elder’s task was to build in America as many monasteries as there are on Holy Mount Athos. Why did he have to build monasteries precisely in America? The elder said in conversatoin that the work of building monasteries is for the last times when the “enemy” (antichrist) will come, and in America because it’s from there that it all will begin, and people here are in need of spiritual nourishment and help.

—Which convents in America were opened by Elder Ephraim? Which of his nuns became the gerontissas in these monasteries?


Gerontissa Macrina, Gerontissa Taxiarchia —The elder’s first monastery in America, opening in 1989, was the monastery of the Nativity of the Theotokos in Pennsylvania. The first gerontissa of the elder in America was Gerontissa Taxiarchia († 1994) of blessed memory.

Gerontissa Taxiarchia was a holy soul, chosen of God. She had such great spiritual gifts like Gerontissa Macrina had. After her repose Elder Macrina spoke thus about her: “She never once upset me, never once opposed me. She was an angel.” Gerontissa Macrina was much attached to her and very worried about her. Gerontissa Taxiarchia was an exceedingly beautiful, kind, gentle and smiling woman. She didn’t have any of that sternness in her which we often see in monastics.

After Gerontissa Taxiarchia left for America in 1989 she wrote letters to Gerontissa Macrina in which you could feel her pain: it was evident how difficult it was for her to live so far from her home monastery, in a foreign land, without language, not having a single acquaintance, not even anyone to pray with—for the first time she was completely alone in a monastery. Gerontissa Macrina flew to America once to visit her beloved, and to see with her own eyes all these difficulties. It confirmed for her the decision not to release any other sisters from the monastery.

Therefore, although Elder Ephraim would have preferred to take all the sisters from Portaria for America, but whereas Gerontissa Macrina said “As long as I live, I cannot give any more,” he began to take sisters for America from the monasteries on Thassos and Serres.

There was a turning point, some instruction from above on the day of Gerontissa Taxiarchia’s burial. She lived less than five years in America and departed to the Lord on August 3, 1994, having died from cancer. Practically the whole spiritual family of Elder Ephraim gathered at her funeral in Pennsylvania: Gerontissa Macrina and several other sisters from Greece flew in, the American gerontissas gathered, and from the Holy Mountain came Elder Ephraim himself.

Not long before the burial a miracle occurred: on the forehead of the reposed Gerontissa Taxiarchia there appeared myrrh in the form of drops, looking like droplets of sweat, but emitting a wondrous fragrance. All present saw this miracle. It made such a strong impression on Gerontissa Macrina that she agreed to give up her sisters to America.

In October 1994 Elder Ephraim agreed with Gerontissa Macrina about which sisters he could take and in May 1995 a few nuns moved from Portaria to America. Gerontissa Macrina wept, sending her spiritual children to America. In doing so she said: “What other mother has worried so much as I have? So many children to raise, educate—so you can take them right out of my hands!” Not that she didn’t want to give them to God—her whole life was given to God, but she, as a mother, was very sensitive and strongly attached to her sisters, wanting to protect them from dangers, seeing their difficulties after they left her monastery. It was her cross.

Gerontissa Eupraxia came to the monastery at the age of eighteen and left Portaria for America around fifty years of age. Thus, she spent many years together with Gerontissa Macrina. She came to America for the burial of Gerontissa Taxiarchia and afterwards the elder invited her for a walk and announced to her that he wanted her to move to America and become the abbess of a new monastery. This occurred in August 1994.
Planting trees, Elder Ephraim working along with the brethren

—What difficulties did Elder Ephraim encounter in building his monasteries in America?

—Building monasteries in America was not easy. There, even amongst the Orthodox, there can be felt a totally different religious tradition—the tradition of secularism. But Elder Ephraim managed to achieve amazing results, making wise decisions—in part thanks to Divine illumination, in part with the help of his amazing character—he is a very smart and clever person and does any work quickly and beautifully.

The elder saw that it was necessary to do everything quickly. He would constantly say: “We must hasten to make it in time—hard times are soon coming in the world.” Nevertheless, he met great resistance on the part of Archbishop Iakovos (Koukouzis), who at first did not give a blessing for the building of the monasteries. Gerontissa Taxiarchia had a hard time because she was completely alone, but she was a holy soul and had a multitude of gifts.

The elder soon realized that he would not receive a blessing from the Greek Church to build more monasteries in America. At this time he became acquainted with some hierarchs of the Russian Church Abroad and they offered him their help. When the elder spoke about this offer in Greece it caused a wave of condemnation from many of his acquaintances and official Church personalities and he came into a very difficult situation. They told him that the Russian Orthodox Church Outside of Russia (ROCOR) was a non-canonical Church. Many then called the elder deceived.

When this all was happening the elder reached the state of abandonment by God: My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me!” At the same time, his spiritual children testify that in this difficult period Elder Ephraim had so much grace that he exuded a sweet fragrance. Everything the elder touched began to sweetly smell. When he confessed children, covering their heads with his epitrachelion, their hair had this fragrance for a few days. If he touched napkins they began to emit this fragrance. His clothes and skufias emitted the fragrance. The stronger were the temptations, the stronger this fragrance was felt. Not just Elder Ephraim himself, but his spiritual children received revelations from the Lord that what the elder was doing was from God.

In the end, after a few months the elder received a blessing from the Ecumenical Patriarch to build monasteries. Archbishop Iakovos, who had been an opponent of the construction, had by that time departed to the Lord. His successor was the monastic-loving Archbishop Spyridon (Papageorgiou, 1996-1999). Then Elder Ephraim began to open monasteries one after the other.

The elder managed just in time. Archbishop Spyridon resigned from his post in 1999 and a difficult period again began for the elder. This is what he had to say about it: “The more struggles I have, the more I love this work,” and, “Great work comes in great steps. We must hurry to accomplish everything,” and, “Who can withstand the will of God?!” The spiritual children of the elder say that he always spoke to them about his “great work” with great enthusiasm and love. His work came through much suffering, accompanied by many difficulties and, and his face was washed with streams of prayerful tears. In Greece there is no other such example, no other such person, who could have done such a work with his life.

—Alexandra, how many monasteries are now under the spiritual direction of Elder Ephraim?

—There are currently eighteen monasteries in America, and the elder is the spiritual father of four monasteries on Mt. Athos and of eight women’s monasteries in Greece. Besides these there are a few brotherhoods and sisterhoods not having the status of monasteries (so-called “sketes” of the elder).

Thus, the work of Elder Ephraim is unique. The Lord prepared him and gave much grace and great boldness to complete this “great work.” Well, and, of course, prayer. The elder mentioned in his talks that he never makes a serious decision without having received word from God on how to proceed. How he receives these notifications from God is a mystery for us. We can’t understand. But all of his decisions about which monks or nuns to appoint igumen or igumena he made only after ardent prayer and some word from God. Such a great work could never have been accomplished by the strength of one man. How can one person manage to do so much in his life? How many brotherhoods and sisterhoods were created in America, Greece, on the Holy Mountain, how many laymen and Orthodox families the elder nourishes!


Elder Ephraim, when he was abbot of Philotheou Monastery Yes, Elder Ephraim received a worthy education from Grandpa Joseph. Grandpa Joseph had schooled him in unconditional obedience because he knew that after his death Elder Ephraim would have to render obedience to Christ Himself, and it is exceedingly more difficult. Just imagine, was it easy for Elder Ephraim to leave the Athonite Philotheou Monastery, so wonderful, blessed, beautifully-organized, and pass it into the hands of his pupil in order to roam somewhere far from his Motherland?!

Then he began to erect monasteries, deciding where and how to build. He had to not only decide which sisters to take from Greece or America for each one of them, but to attract the help of local Orthodox families for purchasing a piece of land for building. Many families took money from their accounts to pay for the purchase of land for building the monasteries.

Every monastery has its story about how the elder decided which plot of land to buy and what and how to build. Awaiting the arrival of the first monks and nuns in every new monastery, the elder took care to prepare well their new homes, and make them cozy and attractive. He would personally deliver bouquets of fresh flowers, place in the gardens cute little sculptures of animals, and fille the refrigerators with fresh products on the eve of their arrival.

The elder took great care to ensure that the fathers or sisters had every necessity to immediately begin normal monastic life in their new place. However, there eventually came the moment when he had to leave and the immigrants were left alone to continue on their own what the elder had begun. And he would leave, carrying on his shoulders the burden of caring for another new monastery.

Elder Ephraim also says that he is always helped by the prayerful intercessions of his elder, Grandpa Joseph. “I have never done anything without the blessing of my elder. I leave and enter my cell and every time I mentally take a blessing from my elder,” Elder Ephraim tells his spiritual children. And Grandpa Joseph is a great man of prayer and aid not just for Elder Ephraim in his labors, but for all.

—We thank you, Alexandra, for this wonderful conversation!
Elder Ephraim with sisters in North America

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Hierodeacon of the Monastery of St. Anthony the Great in Arizona, Fr. Seraphim (Molibog) has offered a small addition to our conversation, expanding on some points from our conversation with Alexandra Lagos:

—The first monastery opened by the elder in America was the women’s Monastery of the Nativity of the Theotokos near Pittsburgh in Pennsylvania, in 1989. Unfortunately, because of the secularization of the Greek Church in North America the elder was resisted and they didn’t allow him to open other monasteries. They even tried to expel him from the country. Then he, I am sure by Divine revelation, switched to the jurisdiction of ROCOR (the monastery of the Nativity of the Theotokos remained in the Greek Archdiocese). The ROCOR synod accepted Elder Ephraim with great love and said to him: “Elder, open monasteries and bring monks and nuns from Greece to inhabit them.”

With great love Elder Ephraim recalled that time and said that he met holy people in the Russian Church, both bishops and priests. His meeting with Archbishop Constantine (Yesensky), vicar of the Eastern American Diocese who reposed on May 31, 1996 and whose remains were discovered to be incorrupt when they were transferred in December 2014 from Texas to the Holy Trinity Monastery in Jordanville, NY, made a particular impression on him.

Upon meeting they fell at one another’s feet, asking one another’s blessing. Vladyka Constantine’s appearance made an indelible impression on the elder: he wore a threadbare skufia, “like a monk from Karoulia on Athos.” The elder also very much liked the pious Russian Orthodox immigrants.

When news of the elder’s transfer to ROCOR reached Athos and the Ecumenical Patriarch there arose, unfortunately, a storm of misunderstanding and indignation from some people. The Ecumenical Patriarch demanded an explanation from the elder. The Greek Archdiocese asked the elder to return and promised to let him open monasteries. The elder realized that the best solution to this very difficult situation would be to return to the Greeks, which he did in the course of about a year after leaving. He later said: “If not for the protests I would have stayed in the Russian Church Abroad.”

By the time of the opening of the monastery of St. Anthony the Great in Arizona in the summer of 1995 the elder managed to open six more monasteries. In 1996 His Eminence Spyridon became the archbishop of the Greek Church in America. He very much supported the elder, and during his service (July 30, 1996-August 19, 1999) the elder opened eight more monasteries. Elder Ephraim opened the last two monasteries after Archbishop Spyridon’s retirement.


Elder Ephraim with spiritual children

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Monasteries founded by Elder Ephraim in North America:

1. Holy Monastery of the Nativity of the Theotokos, Saxonburg, PA

2. Holy Monastery of St. Kosmas Aitolos, Bolton, Ontario, Canada

3. Holy Monastery of Panagia Parigoritissa, Brownsburg, Quebec, Canada

4. Holy Monastery of St. John Chrysostom, Pleasant Prairie, Wisconsin

5. Holy Protection Monastery, White Haven, PA

6. Holy Monastery of the Theotokos, the Life-Giving Spring, Dunlap, CA

7. Holy Monastery of St. John the Forerunner, Goldendale, WA

8. Holy Monastery of St. Anthony, Florence, AZ

9. Holy Archangels’ Monastery, Kendalia, TX

10. Holy Monastery of Panagia Vlahernon, Williston, FL

11. Annunciation Monastery, Reddick, FL

12. Holy Trinity Monastery, Smith Creek, MI

13. Holy Monastery of Panagia Prousiotissa, Troy, NC

14. Panagia Pammakaristou, Lawsonville, NC

15. Holy Monastery of St. Nektarios, Roscoe, NY

16. Holy Transfiguration Monastery, Harvard, IL

17. Holy Monastery of St. Paraskevi, Washington, TX

18. Holy Monastery of the Dormition of the Theotokos, Conchise Stronghold, AZ

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